I have been having a hard time to find
something worth watching on television now that my two favorite series are done
for the year, Madmen and Justified. So I decided to give Breaking Bad a look
since the station it is shown on started showing all of its previous season’s
episodes leading up to its last season that will be shown in August. I
initially wasn’t interested in it because of methamphetamine's don’t interest me
at all but now that I have seen 10 episodes I find that it really isn’t trying
to make any kind of a statement about meth, it is trying to show how a dying
person can go to pretty extreme measures when they are facing desperation and
death. I suspect there is some truthfulness in the way the lead character is
going about trying to get through his desperate and trying times after finding
out he has advanced lung cancer and is faced with wanting to provide a future
for his wife and children when he is gone. He doesn’t have any choices on how
to do this so when the idea of making and selling meth is shown to him by his
brother-in-law (it wasn’t shown to him for this purpose but then stuff
happens). There is some humor in the show but not as much as I expected and
some of the things that would normally be humorous aren’t because of the tragic
nature of the lead character’s situation. I suppose the underlying premise is
what circumstances can make good people do bad things when they are desperate.
Everyone can kind of relate to wondering what they might do when faced with
dire circumstances and having very few options. We would all like to think we
wouldn’t do bad things but you can’t really know what you would do unless you
actually have something like this happen to you. I can’t read anyone’s reviews
since I am only episodes into the show and I imagine the reviews would tell me
things about future episodes that I would like to be surprised by. I don’t need
a crystal ball to tell me that things aren’t going to get better or less
violent though.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Friday, June 28, 2013
Would Someone Please Read My Book?
I spent five years writing a book and I finished it this spring and I would like to get someone's opinion about it. I don't have any friends who are into reading books so I don't know if my book is any good or not. If it is I will continue writing but if it isn't I would like to know so I don't waste my time, or anyone else's time, if I am not a good enough writer. I am going post some of the chapters here and if you are interested in reading the whole book let me know with an email or a comment and I will send you the whole book to read. Thank you for reading this. Michele Rae DeJean
THE WILL OF MY GRANDFATHER - Chapters 1 through 24 (out of 50)
THE WILL OF MY GRANDFATHER - Chapters 1 through 24 (out of 50)
1
A faint reddish pink
glow crept out onto the dark and deserted street. It was radiating from the
faded neon Open sign which was attached to a large painted wood sign hanging
in front of a building sporting a log cabin façade. The neon alternatingly flickered bright and
dim where it sat on top of the big sign with the flaking gold and green paint
barely clinging on to it. The name spelled out was Murphy’s Tavern and the front door of the tavern was ajar with a
colorful group of men and women revealed through the crack. The men were
wearing cowboy shirts and boots in contrast to the women who wore sequined
blouses and brightly colored silky skirts. They loosely huddled around an
antique jukebox and were attempting to sing along to the sounds coming out of
it. The men pounded their feet to the beat while the women clapped along and it
was unlikely that any of them could hear the sound of their own voice over the
noise they were making. The clock chimed the twelve chords leading up to the
New Year and when the twelfth chime proclaimed it was midnight it triggered
kissing and hugging among these town folk who knew each other all too well. In
the midst of all of the reveling a raggedy dressed old man stumbled into the
bar to the obvious annoyance of the partiers.
“Old man
Anthony is dead! I just heard that old
man Anthony has died!”
The group
halted their celebration and quietly stood and stared at the old man. They were
silent for a moment and then turned to blankly look at each other. An unspoken
agreement was reached and they started singing again, this time to Auld Lang Sine which had begun playing
on the jukebox while the old man made his announcement.
2
Meanwhile
in a different town another New Year’s Eve celebration was in progress in a
small apartment occupied by a handsome, dark haired disheveled looking young
man and two quite attractive young women. One was a honey blonde woman with
very long hair who was wearing a bright red sequined dress and the other woman had
light brown short hair and was wearing black jeans and a tight fitting tee
shirt. All three of them were holding glasses of champagne and making cheery
gestures toward each other as the television announced it was midnight. After
they finished their toasts the flashily dressed woman gave the man a sly look
and the two of them began singing Happy
Birthday. The other woman gave
them a look that revealed little enthusiasm for the serenade.
“Isn’t it
exciting to turn thirty on New Year’s Eve Karen?”
“Not particularly
since my birthday has occurred on New Year’s for the previous twenty nine
years. You two are making ‘much ado about nothing’ and I feel the same as I did
when I was twenty nine, which was one minute ago. You probably wish you were still thirty don’t
you Tom?”
“Not
really, life would still suck just it has been for all of the previous years so
why would I wish to go back and live it over again?"
“What a
lovely attitude you have.”
“Can’t you
two be nice to each other for just one evening? What is wrong with you
guys? It seems like all you do anymore
is fight and it’s getting old.”
“You mean
old like me Tina? Besides, if I wanted
your opinion I’d give it to you!”
The empty
bottles of cheap beer littering the kitchen floor seemed to indicate that the
trio was experiencing hard times. There were many more bottles sitting on the
kitchen counter next to a cake that was decorated with children’s toys. They
dancing as the alcohol began to exert its influence on their party.
"Hey girls, check out this joke, why did
the chicken cross the road?”
The women both immediately glared at
him.
“You have
got to be kidding with a chicken joke. Don’t you need to dust it off
first?” Tina snidely remarked.
"Can’t we skip the lame jokes?"
Karen said with a not now look in her eyes.
"Lame you say? Surely you can come up
with something more insulting to say than that. I wasn't trying out for a talk
show. I guess I mistakenly thought a little humor might be kind of nice for a
change. I wouldn't want anyone to get hurt by laughing!”
“Why start
thinking now?" Karen challengingly threw out.
“You girls
have no sense of humor. It actually is a good joke but you'll never know."
Tina gave
him a dirty look and went to the bathroom. Tom reached over and grabbed Karen's
hand.
“This
hasn't been that bad of a birthday has it?"
“I guess
not.” She reluctantly said.
“I wish I
could afford to give you a decent gift.”
“It doesn’t
matter because I don’t really need anything. You really were never very good at
buying me presents I liked anyway.”
"It’s
so nice of you to say that even when I’m not broke I can’t make you happy with
a gift anyway. I must be a pretty crappy boyfriend so why are you still with
me?”
"Not
all gifts cost money. There is something I’ve been wanting for a while. I was
waiting until things got better but I may be waiting forever if I wait for that
to happen.” She tentatively said.
“Please
tell me what that gift is and I’d be happy to oblige.”
“I would
like for us to have a child.”
Tom dropped her hand as if she was on fire.
"You’ve got to be kidding. Didn’t you just say what a loser I am, and then
you jump light years forward into wanting to have a child with me?”
“Well I’m
not getting younger while waiting for our situation to improve and time marches
on.”
“I don’t
recall us ever having any conversations about either one of us wanting a
family. We barely can afford to buy champagne for your birthday, how are we
supposed to support a family?” Tom couldn’t believe what Karen was saying.
“It’s stupid
of me to think that you would want to get a job and be responsible like
everyone else. I’ll be old enough to be grandmother before I ever become a
mother.”
“That’s
ridiculous and you’ve got to be kidding about wanting us to have a kid feeling
the way you do about me.”
“I should have known better than to bring it
up.” Karen abruptly go up and went to the bedroom and slammed the door
shut.
Tom
couldn’t believe Karen would suggest their having a child when they couldn’t
even get along or support themselves. The sound of the toilet flushing brought
Tom back to reality, Karen’s sister was still there and missed the whole baby
conversation.
“Where’s
Karen?” Tina looked curiously around the room.
“She’s in
the bedroom, the party ended in a mistrial while you were in the bathroom.”
“Very
funny, what really happened?”
Tom shrugged his shoulders. “You’ll have to
ask her.”
”Fine, tell
Karen I will call her in the morning. I hope things are better than they seem
to be right now.” She grabbed her coat
and left the apartment.
Tom went to
the refrigerator and grabbed another beer and went back to the couch and soon
passed out.
3
The next
morning came and the light streaming through the apartment highlighted the mess
from the previous evening and managed to make the room look even worse than it
already did. Tom was still sitting on the couch in the semi upright and
sideways position he was sitting in with his beer when he passed out. To his
amazement the beer was still upright between his knees when he awoke. When he
moved to get up he felt a sharp stabbing pain in his neck from the unnatural
position he spent the night in. He stood up and stretched and then went to the
bedroom where Karen had retreated into the night before, but the room was
empty. The apartment wasn’t very big but he checked the bathroom anyway and
when she wasn't in there he went in to see there to see if he looked as bad as
he felt, he didn’t but he looked worse. The tattered jeans and old sweatshirt
he had on did nothing to improve his appearance. He ran a comb through his
hair, slipped on some tennis shoes and grabbed a coat and headed out the door.
He stumble walked down the stairs leading to the sidewalk and joined the crowd
of people walking by.
Tom wove
his way through the horde that was in no apparent hurry to get anywhere. He got
to the first crosswalk and started through it even though Do Not Cross was flashing on the sign. A taxi came around the
corner and barely missed hitting him.
The driver slammed on the brakes, honked the horn and then he rolled
down the window and yelled at Tom.
"Hey
asshole, get some glasses!"
Tom
responded by flipping him off and continuing on across the street. He turned
right at the next corner and then turned right again. He entered a narrow walkway which ended near
a door with a small OPEN sign over it and the word BAR painted on the side of the wall next
to it. He continued around the side the next door which was marked ENTRANCE/EXIT. Tom entered the one room
bar which had six tables and a counter that extended the length of the
room. There was a small but inclusive
selection of liquor stacked behind the counter next to a small grill. Tom grabbed
a newspaper from the counter and sat on a stool in front of the counter. The
bartender came out from the back room and looked at Tom and then poured a glass
of beer and set it on the bar in front of him. Tom was looking at the newspaper
while holding a pen in his hand.
"When
did you learn how to read?" The bartender said with a wry smile.
"Very
funny, I can get attitude at home and it's free!"
"Well,
considering how big your tab is, what's different about your getting it
here?"
"In
that case can I get a shot of Tequila to go with my beer and attitude,
please?"
"It's
been over two months since you've paid anything on your tab. It seems to me that it would be cheaper just
to give you the beer and keep the tequila."
Tom looked
at the bartender and his face clearly showed the despair he was feeling.
“Yeah I
know, it seems like my luck has got to change one of these days...wouldn't you
think?"
The
bartender grabbed a bottle of Tequila and poured a shot and set it next to the
beer.
"I try
not to think too much, it’s too much effort and doesn't do any good.” He turned and walked away.
Tom downed
the shot of Tequila and as the warm glow of the booze made its way through his
body he smiled towards the disappearing bartender.
"Thanks
man. The only good things I still have to look forward to these days are
straight shots with beer chasers.”
Tom picked
up the beer and quickly drank it as well. He looked around for the bartender
but he was still in the back room so he got up and walked out of the dark bar
and back in to the brightness of the day.
4
Tom left
the same way he came in but turned the opposite direction when he got to the
sidewalk. He walked along with the rest of the pedestrians and appeared to be
walking aimlessly. He stopped in front of a small gate that led into a
playground which had a well-manicured lawn and a sandy area with a swing
set.
The day was
cold and there were only a couple of people sitting on one of the benches and
there were no kids playing anywhere. Tom walked down a small path that wound
through the play areas and ended at a wading pool surrounding a fountain. He
picked up some rocks and started trying to skip them. Tom appeared ready to
leave but then he picked up a few more small rocks. Karen suddenly appeared and
walked towards where Tom was standing.
“Sorry I’m
late but we actually had enough customers for me to get an extra hour of work.
After our party went so badly last night I wasn’t really sure you would even
show up.”
“Late isn’t
a problem because I didn’t have anything else to do, unfortunately.
Unfortunately only because I wish I had a good reason not to be here, like a
job.” He sounded sincere.
Karen sat down on a bench as Tom tried to skip
one last rock.
“I’ve been
thinking about what you said last night.”
“And what are
you thinking?” Karen implored hopefully,
her dark blue eyes were glistening with a hint of tears.
“That
having a baby for any reason is a very bad idea and I don’t believe you don’t
know it!”
Tom started
walking a tight circle around Karen while keeping his eyes fixated on hers.
“That’s
what I figured you would say.” Disappointment was written on her face.
“Why are
you taking this so hard? If we aren’t
making it without a kid how could we be better with one?” Tom seemed genuinely mystified.
“Our relationship
and the lack of money continue to stay the same. I think being a father could be the best
thing to happen to you. It would give you a reason to step up.” Her unspoken words were louder than the
spoken ones.
“That’s
ridiculous Karen, if I can’t take care of myself how can I take care of you and
a child? I just don’t buy that you don’t
know that deep down somewhere inside!”
“You don’t
need to be so negative about my feelings even if you don’t share them.” Her
head was bowed down.
“Okay,
let’s say for a moment that I share your dream for a child, and I pretend that
this is a rational conversation. How do
you propose we feed the kid?” He sounded
pretty upset.
“Our child
would have loving parents which is more that most children have these days. You
could get a job if you really wanted one.”
“Love can’t
buy you money and we don’t have enough to raise a child. Being a loving parent
is over rated and it is not going to pay the bills. You are not in the real
world and since you think I’m such a loser, why would you want a child with me
anyway?” He was glaring at her.
“I guess I
don’t really have an answer for that. I do love you and I think you really love
me but maybe I don’t know what love is. You are correct that I am delusional
and I’ve been lying to myself. I think that you will be sorry about this
someday but you are probably right that I need to get out of here!” Karen
leaned over and kissed Tom lightly on the cheek and walked away.
Tom watched her walk off, feeling sad but
also somewhat relieved. He waited until she was out of sight and he walked back
to the apartment.
5
Darkness
came and the apartment looked much better now that the light was disappearing.
Tom was lying on the couch drinking a beer and surfing through the channels. He
belched loudly and for a moment he expected to hear a reprimand from Karen but
then he remembered that if she was true to her word that won’t be happening
again. He felt a pang of sadness so he
turned up the volume and went to the refrigerator and returned with a fresh
beer.
There was a
light knock on the door and before Tom could sit up the door opened and Karen
entered. She immediately began yelling at Tom.
“What a
mess! It looks like a pig sty in here!”
“What do
you expect? I let the maid take the day off since I was supposed to be home
alone tonight!”
“That’s so
very funny! I find it really amazing how lazy you are, you do nothing all day
long! You’ve been this way for months. You could at least clean the place up a
little since I'm paying the bills.” The rage is building in her voice.
“I was
going to clean it up after I met you in the park but then when you said you
weren’t coming back I lost my motivation.” He sounds sheepish.
“Everything
is always later! You have the same old
excuses every time I think you will change.”
“So what’s
your point? You already said goodbye at
the park so what are you doing here?” His voice is now sounding full of rage.
“Since my
stuff is here I came to tell you that maybe I was a little harsh earlier but
after seeing the same old shit going on I guess I wasn’t harsh at all. I am tired of this. Why are you so lazy?” She is practically
yelling at him.
“Why don’t
you just leave like you told me you were going to do?”
“I don’t
know what I was expecting when I came here this evening.”
“Don’t put
things off until later that you can do today, isn’t that what you always tell
me?” His voice has a sharp edge to it.
She glared at him and left the apartment and
slammed the door.
Tom sat up on the couch and angrily kicked the
coffee table which knocked his beer and an ashtray onto the floor. He kicked
the table again because he was mad at his own stupidity which made even more of
a mess. Instead of cleaning it up he took a shower.
He walked out of the bedroom wearing clean
clothes although his new clothes didn’t look much better than his old ones
other than being less wrinkled. He grabbed his jacket off the chair and left
the apartment. He walked down the sidewalk that ran in front of the building
and appeared to be walking to nowhere in particular. The noise was tremendous
from the rush hour traffic combined with the sounds of horns being used by
frustrated drivers. Tom stood at a corner and was approached by a man who appeared
to be homeless.
“Hey buddy,
can you spare some change? I haven’t had
anything to eat for two days.”
Tom doubted
the two day part but grabbed his cigarettes and held one out. “You’ve caught me
at a bad time and this is all I have to offer.”
The man
grabbed the cigarette and gestured for a light. Tom lit the cigarette and the
man nodded his head in a gesture of gratitude. He noticed that the man
immediately hit up another pedestrian. Tom muttered under his breath. “Who
knows? Maybe someday I will end up like him.” Tom had a feeling that day might
not be too far away considering he was living in an apartment that his
girlfriend paid the rent on and he had
just run her off.
Tom had only left the apartment because of the fight he had with Karen so
he took a turn on the sidewalk that led him back the where he started. He went
in and cleaned up the beer and ashtray mess he made before he left and turned
on the television and laid on the couch.
6
Tom woke up early the next morning with the
television still on but the station off of the air. He once again had slept on
the couch right where he had been sitting. It was the second night in a row
though last night had been a choice, unlike the night before. He got up and
made a cup of instant coffee and took it into the living room near the only
window in the apartment so he could enjoy the morning sun.
There was a
light knock on the door and Tina walked in before Tom could get up to open the
door. She walked over and sat on the sofa with her back turned to the window.
She gave Tom what he perceived to be a disapproving look which he knew he
richly deserved. Neither of them said
anything for a few minutes.
“So what
did your sister have to say? Does she
plan on coming back?”
“It’s
doubtful as long as you’re still here. Last night she came over to my house in
an extremely bad mood and said you guys needed to take a permanent break from
each other. When she went to work this morning she said something about going
to our mother's house and that you were a lazy bum.”
“Yeah, I
may be a lazy bum but she is totally delusional. She is right about us needing
to take a break.” Tom had a dejected
tone in his voice.
“You
haven’t been very nice to her lately.
She asked me to grab some of her clothes if you were still here.” Tina
said in a matter of fact tone.
“Why does
everything seem to be going wrong? I
guess I don’t deserve anything good since I don’t do anything good.” Tom
sounded whiny.
“What
happened to those dreams you had about going off to some tropical paradise to
live? Weren’t you going to sail across
the water and open up a nightclub on a tropical island?” Tina sounded sincere.
“Yeah, well
you know what they say happens with dreams, they are a lot like promises, here
today and gone tomorrow.’’
“That’s too
bad, your eyes used to light up whenever you talked about it.”
“Well that
dream is gone and there is no point in thinking about it.”
“I think my
sister misses the way you used to be. Maybe it was only a dream, but at least
it was a nice one.”
The doorbell rang again and Tom went to answer
it. Tina walked over to the television
and picked up a picture sitting on top. It was a photograph of Tom and Karen in
better times. Tina stood there looking at the photo.
Tom returned to the room with an envelope.
“That was a mail delivery service.”
“Good news
or bad news?”
“It’s a
certified letter telling me that my grandfather has died.”
“That’s too
bad, I’m really sorry.”
“It’s no
big deal. We were never very close and I haven’t seen him since my mother died
eighteen years ago. She sent me on a bus
to stay with him the summer before she died of cancer. The last time I saw my
grandfather was at her funeral, not long after the summer I spent with him. The
three months I spent in the country with my grandfather were pretty cool. It
was the first trip I had ever taken by myself. This letter says I have to go to
the town he lived in to find out what he left me. I have nothing better to do so I guess I
should go there. You can tell Karen I won’t be here so she can come back to the
apartment since she told you she doesn’t want to be here as long as I’m here.”
“A change
of scenery might do you some good. I’ll tell her she can come and get her own
things since that was the reason she sent me here.”
“It
certainly won’t hurt anything for me to get away from here for a while. Could
lend me a few bucks until I get back?” Tom sounded pretty hesitant about asking
this.
She opened
her purse and slowly handed him some money. Tom took the money and gave her a
grateful look.
“Thanks for
being so understanding. If this turns out to be something good I promise you
won’t regret this. I will get this back to you one way or another. I know you
think I am a loser and I am fairly inclined to agree with you, maybe this is a
sign that my luck is changing.”
“Well
nobody hopes that more than I do, except maybe my sister, so I will keep my
fingers crossed. Have a good trip and I really do hope something good comes of
this.”
Tom went to
the bedroom to pack for the trip he was about to embark on and Tina left with
Karen’s things she had already gathered together.
7
The bus trip from the big city to the
small town took about four hours longer than it would have taken by car but it
finally arrived in the town Tom's grandfather had lived in early in the
afternoon. The bus made only one trip a day from the northern part of the state
to the southern end and it stopped at every city or town in between, this kind
of trip was referred to as the ‘milk run’.
Tom was the only person waiting to get off
the bus as it came to a stop alongside the bench on a sidewalk that ran in
front of a small market inside a converted warehouse building. It was the
brightest part of the day but the sky was darkening and dust was starting to
swirl on the side of the road in an ominous manner. Tom’s backpack was hanging
over one shoulder and his jacket was draped over the other as he departed from
the steps of the bus. The bus stopped just long enough for his feet to touch
the ground before the driver put the bus back in gear and Tom watched it vanish
into the horizon.
Tom’s
hippie-like appearance was in total contrast to the rural setting he had just
arrived in. A young farmer wearing a large cowboy hat drove up on a tractor and
stopped next to where Tom was standing. His cheek bulged with chewing tobacco
and he spit juice on the ground in front of Tom, he then revved up the engine
and drove on down the road. Three old men wearing coveralls and baseball caps
sat on a bench a few feet away and they watched Tom with great curiosity. Tom
figured it was probably because there wasn’t much to do in this town and the
arrival of someone new was probably pretty exciting. The men sat and stared at
him without saying a word to each other.
Tom approached them. “Can someone tell me
where the county clerk’s office is?”
No one responded at first and then all three
of them pointed at the same time to a nearby building. Tom found this amusing
and chuckled. “You guys sure make one hell of a greeting committee, thanks for
your help.”
The men didn’t make a move and then they all
put their arms down at the same time after pointing out the building. Tom
walked to the building and a strange feeling came over him as if someone was
watching him. He glanced around and noticed an older woman staring at him. She
was leaning out of a window in a building ahead of him and it appeared she was
trying not to be seen, she was partially hidden behind a curtain. An
involuntary shudder ran up his spine as he made eye contact and when he passed
under the window where she was standing she quickly closed the curtains.
Tom hadn’t felt very welcome from anyone he
had encountered since his departure from the bus but he was beginning to feel
persecuted. The town he remembered from when he was there as a teenager was of
a much larger place than the one he had encountered thus far. It did seem that
there were a lot of empty buildings that appeared to be recently abandoned.
The building the old woman was lurking in
looked as if it was vacant as well. Tom felt a sinister aura radiating from the
woman, she was dressed in black and he felt an ominous sense of foreboding
exuding from her.
Tom arrived at the building he had been
pointed to and on the outside it said it was the county records office. He entered
and inside was a large warehouse type arrangement with a small office inside.
Tom stood there and a slightly built man with a large mustache, he looked to be
in his early sixties, came walking out of the office.
“What can I
do for you Sir?”
“I think I
should be the one calling you Sir. You have just spoken the most words I've
heard from anyone in this town since I arrived here. I am Antonio Vargas’
grandson and I received a letter that I am to see someone here about his will.”
The building was fairly empty with odd pieces
of office furniture placed about it. There were several rows of file cabinets
lining one wall and many more loose files stacked on shelves. The man motioned
Tom over to a conference table and walked over to one of the cabinets and
opened it. Tom sat and watched as the man retrieved a folder from the file
drawer and brought it to the table. He opened it up and looked at Tom briefly
and then looked down at the papers in the folder.
“I, Antonio
J. Vargas, residing in Phoenix, Oregon, being of sound mind and body do hereby
declare this instrument to be my last will and testament. I give all of my
estate which consists of a bank account, a twenty acre ranch with a house, a
barn and one hundred acres of land, adherent with the enclosed conditions; to
my grandson, Thomas L. Simonsen.”
The man then looked at Tom and he looked like
he was in a state of shock.
“There are
some conditions listed in the will but what I read aloud is the major content
of what is written here, except to describe the property in more detail. I
doubt you want to hear the ‘fine print’ so to speak, do you?”
“Only if
you think it is necessary.”
“Your
grandfather made out this will about two months ago, so as far as I know these
are his final wishes.”
“I am not
complaining,” Tom whistled and leaned back in his chair. “But why he left this to me is a surprise
since I haven’t heard from him for about eighteen years but neither of us has
been in contact with each other. I can’t believe anyone even found me, which is
usually a good thing, but I certainly am glad I got ‘found’ this time! Nothing like this has ever happened to me
before.”
“I can’t
tell you why your grandfather named you his heir but since he is gone it will
be his secret forever.” The man said
while giving Tom what Tom perceived to be an odd look.
“I remember
he had a very nice ranch when I stayed there many years ago.”
“It’s a
beautiful ranch with some of the finest grazing lands in the entire valley.
They are presently being leased out, and you are entitled to receive the rent
money from them, should you decide to stay.”
The man
took a deep breath and continued reading, “There are two conditions established
in the will.”
“Well go
ahead and tell me what they are?”
“First, you
will not be able to sell any part of what has been willed to you, this includes
the house with the twenty acres known as PARADISE
RANCH and the adjoining property
that is leased out, for a period of twenty years. At the end of that period the
beneficiary of the will becomes the official owner and will be allowed to keep
or sell any part of the properties.”
Tom started
laughing. “So I guess it really isn’t mine for twenty years then, is that
correct?”
“I am not
sure what you mean but it is yours but you can’t sell any of it. Secondly are
responsible for Ignacio as long as you live on the ranch. The last item is your
grandfather’s money, it is set up at the bank in a trust with a monthly stipend
as well as an account you can withdraw a set amount every year to cover any repairs,
a vehicle or any other expenses you wish to incur up to that amount. I will go
get the information you will need to get the account information from the bank.
There is a lawyer that has paperwork with all of the details if you should ever
need them.” The man got up and left the table and went into the office.
“So what is
Ignacio?” Tom received no answer and the man had his back turned as he
retreated into the small office and retrieved something out of the desk. He
returned with two envelopes. He took a key out of the smallest envelope and
handed it to Tom.
“There may
be more keys at the ranch but this is the one your grandfather had put with his
will. When you go out of the office door take a left and keep on the main road
until you reach a driveway with a wood sign over it that has PARADISE RANCH carved onto it. You
shouldn’t have any trouble finding it.”
“I came
here on the bus. How far is the ranch from here?”
“It is well
within a reasonable walking distance.”
“It has
been a pleasure doing business with you.” Tom stretched out his hand to shake.
The man handed Tom a larger manila envelope.
“Here is
information about the bank account that is already set up so you can go make
arrangements to access the account whenever you are ready.”
Tom took the second envelope. “Thanks for
everything. I can use a good meal and a
stiff drink to celebrate my good fortune!”
“There is a
bar a few blocks away and I guess the good part will be up to you but it is
indeed a small fortune.”
The man continued to talk in the same monotone
voice that he had from the very first words they exchanged.
Tom walked out of the building and headed
in the direction he was told to go in. He was anxious to revisit the place he
had so many vague and happy memories of. He remembered there was a large house
with a barn and a pond that he had waded in a few times. He was thinking maybe
he should have asked how far down the road it was since his car was the shoes
on his feet but he remembered he was told it was close so hopefully that didn’t
meant anything different here than it had meant in the city he came from.
When Tom passed by the store the bus had
let him off in front of he went inside and bought a few things to eat and drink
to take to the ranch. He hadn’t eaten since he got on the bus that morning and
that was beginning to feel as if it had occurred on a different planet, he felt
like he had entered the twilight zone.
The road he was walking on began as
asphalt but quickly turned into gravel and before long he was walking on a dirt
road. A wood fence appeared alongside the road and up ahead he could see a
driveway with a sign hanging above it, he hoped this was the one he had been
told to look for.
A large field with cattle grazing on it
was located next to the fence and gigantic oak trees lined the driveway. The
wind gusts were getting stronger and they forcefully shook the branches of the
large trees. Near the edge of the driveway was a gate with a small sign hanging
on it which read Welcome and it was
just then he noticed the large wood sign over the top of the gate had the words
Paradise Ranch written on it and it
led into the driveway.
Tom walked through the gate and was
greeted by the beautiful log cabin house from his memories. The yard that surrounded
the house seemed to be well taken care of and he noticed noises coming from
inside the barn which sounded like a dog barking. The barn was located just
behind the house. He thought it was a little strange considering his
grandfather was dead and he assumed the house was deserted. Maybe a neighbor
had been taking care of the dog and had left it in the barn. Maybe this was the
Ignacio mentioned in the will, though it was a strange name for a dog. After he
checked out the house he would go out to the barn and see if there really was a
dog inside.
To the right of the house there was a
well-manicured garden area with a tall fence around it and rock partitions
within it that he assumed were designed to keep rows of plants separate from
each other, although it was winter and there were very few plants in it. Behind
the house was a small hill, barren of any tall plants or trees but it was
covered with low growing vegetation that looked like clover.
The wind was twirling the small branches
of the huge trees in a circular motion and they wildly danced as if a giant was
sitting inside and shaking the branches around. Tom took the key he had been
given out of his pocket and walked up to the front door and slipped the key in
to the lock.
As the door opened Tom’s mind instantly
flooded with memories from the time in his youth that he had spent there. He
threw the door wide open and walked through the house. Tom turned all of the
lights on, even though there was already plenty of light, because the act of
turning the lights on made him feel powerful and in control. No one was there
to tell him not which filled him with a sense of power that he hadn’t ever felt
before. He’d never owned anything before this and it felt really good to walk
into a place that was actually his own. Even if it had been given to him and
not earned it was still his. He spent some time looking around the house and
checking out the various rooms and then he went out to the barn to locate the
dog he thought he had heard barking earlier.
The barn
was close to the house and he entered it through a small side door instead of
opening one of the large hanging doors that loomed overhead. He found the dog
inside the first stall and when he opened it the dog almost knocked him down he
was so excited to see someone. Tom noticed there was half of a bowl of food and
a completely full bucket of water in the corner which led him to believe the
dog wasn’t quite as abandoned as he made himself out to be. The dog was
obviously well taken care of even if he did act like he hadn’t seen anyone for
a long time, the dog was a mixed breed, something like a Labrador mixed with a
border collie, one of those needy friendly types of dogs. Tom left the dog in
the barn since he was going to walk back to town and go to the bank about his
inheritance and also to find a place to get something to eat and drink. There
were some other animals in the barn that he would check out later on, for now
they would have to wait.
Tom returned to the house, wiped the dust from
his jeans and walked into the living room and sat down on the large leather
couch.
“Man I just
won the lottery!” Tom said out loud as he looked around the room.
Next thing he knew he woke up still sitting on
the couch in exactly the same position he was when he sat down on it.
“I can’t
believe I keep doing this!” He exclaimed as he jumped upright.
Tom looked at his watch and noticed that he
had only been asleep for an hour so he still had plenty of time to go back to
town and get to the bank before it closed. He put his coat on and left his
backpack on the couch after first grabbing the envelope with the bank
information in it. The clouds had moved back in and the wind was blowing even
harder than it had been when he first arrived.
He wandered around the side of the house to
the driveway and as he approached the gate he noticed someone was standing
outside the window near the living room. They appeared to be attempting to look
inside the house and Tom figured he was probably the person they were trying to
spy on which made him even more curious to see who it was. Whoever it was
couldn’t be much of a threat since they hadn’t noticed the person they were
trying to get a glimpse of was already outside of the house watching them try to
spy on him.
Tom
couldn’t see the face of the stranger because his back was turned to him so he
attempted to sneak up on the man but as he did he stepped on something that
made a loud cracking sound. Since there was no longer any chance of sneaking up
on anyone Tom yelled at him instead.
“Hey, what are you doing out here?”
The intruder took off running towards the
small hill behind the house without looking back. Tom had no chance of catching
him so he just watched as the figure disappeared behind the hill. He walked
back to the front door and locked it just in case the prowler decided to return
to the house. He then left and started walking towards town again and he
briefly wondered why the dog wasn’t barking this time.
8
As Tom walked back to town the weather
continued to get more miserable and he noticed when he arrived there weren’t
any people out but he soon noticed the lady dressed in black was watching him
once again. Tom felt strong negative feelings radiating towards him from her.
It was as if she disapproved of his presence from the way she was evilly
staring at him and he had to wonder why since he didn’t know her. Tom saw a
crow fly overhead and this sent an involuntary shudder up his spine, the
feeling that frequently is described as “someone has just walked across your
grave."
Tom continued towards the end of the block and
saw a sign over a doorway that bore the name of the town on it and after that
the word "Bank". Tom figured that had to be the one he was looking
for. He walked up to the building and entered it. There was a tall and somewhat
portly middle aged man wearing a cheap suit sitting behind the only desk in the
room. He motioned Tom towards a chair next to it.
“I’ll be
with you in a moment.” The man said and
quickly got up from his chair and disappeared through a door in the middle of
the room. A few minutes later the man emerged and walked back to the desk and
looked at Tom with curiosity.
“I set up
an account as per Antonio’s instructions through his lawyer a couple of weeks
ago and have been waiting to see if his heir had been found. Today John Peters
came over here, he said you had been in to his office and told me to expect you
here this afternoon.”
“Boy, I
have heard that secrets are hard to keep in a small town but given I have only
been here a few hours this is rather amazing.
Doesn’t anyone in this town have anything better to do than to stare at
the stranger and talk about him?”
“Not
really, I don't see why you are so surprised given that probably only three
hundred people live within fifteen miles of here. Why do you think you wouldn't be the talk of
the town?”
“Well, when
you put it that way I guess you have a point. I haven’t ever been this big of a
deal to anyone in my entire life for any reason. I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or a bad
thing. So how much money do I have in my
bank account?” Tom figured he might as well get to the point.
“Well, that
will vary a little from month to month and year to year because of the way the
funds are set up. Your grandfather had the account set up sort of like a trust
fund. Every month there is a set amount of money automatically deposited into
your account as well as a portion of the yearly stipend that you can use for
repairs, vehicles and other necessary expenses. He wanted to make sure the
money would last you for a long time. Two thousand dollars a month will be
deposited into your account and an additional twelve thousand a year added at a
thousand a month to cover ‘other expenses’. You will receive this amount for
the twenty years that is bound by the stipulations of the will. Do you have any
other questions?” The banker then handed several items to Tom.
Tom looked at them and they consisted of a
checkbook, a debit card and a couple of other items.
“Is there
anything more I can help you with today?
I imagine you would probably like some real money as long as you are
here wouldn't you?”
Tom was
still stunned and he mumbled a quick thank you and a yes to wanting cash. He
watched as the man opened the cash drawer and came back and handed him the
money. Tom smiled and took the money and other items and he walked out and
headed down the street towards the sign that said MURPHY’S TAVERN.
8
Tom arrived at the tavern quickly since
every place in this town was located next to each other. He was feeling rather
dazed and it seemed as if he had been pushed from the bank to the tavern by the
strong wind that was continuously blowing. He couldn’t believe how much money
he had been told was going to have be given to him to live on every month. That
was more money than he had ever had to spend in one month, what a wealthy and
generous man his grandfather was.
As Tom
entered the tavern he noticed that the patrons seemed to be made up of mostly
men. They were scattered around the bar but the main point of interest was a
noisy game of pool going on in the middle of the room. Tom started to walk
towards a table at the corner opposite from the front door but as he entered
the place it became quiet as everyone turned to check him out. This irritated
him so he walked directly to the bar instead of hiding out at a corner table.
No one else was sitting at the counter so he sat right in front of where the bartender
was standing.
Tom had the
attention of everyone in the place so after he sat he looked around and
addressed the patrons. “Good afternoon.”
Nobody
acknowledged his greeting. When the bartender asked him what he would like to
drink Tom tried to strike up a friendly conversation with him.
“What’s
with this crazy weather, the wind hasn’t stopped blowing all day, is it always
this way in the afternoon?”
The
bartender seemed to be ignoring him just like the rest of the bar. Tom lost his
patience, “Is everyone in just plain rude?”
Once again
there was no response. The men continued playing pool but they were playing a
bit more quietly. Tom faced the bartender and laid a twenty dollar bill on the
bar.
“Young man,
how about pouring me a beer and then give me a shot of whiskey and a pack of
cigarettes as well, please?”
The
bartender poured a beer, grabbed a shot glass and a pack of cigarettes and
placed all three items in front of Tom and walked away. He grabbed a bottle of liquor and was getting
ready to pour some into the shot glass he had set on the bar. Tom quickly
snatched the bottle out of the bartender’s hands before any liquid had started
to flow out.
“It’s
probably a good idea if you just leave the bottle here with me because I have a
feeling that this could be a lonely afternoon and I might need this bottle to
keep me company.” Tom laughed.
The bartender gave him a startled look and
took the money off the counter where Tom had set it and returned with the
change.
“I didn't
answer your question about the weather earlier because I have been inside this
place all day so I don't have any idea what the weather is like outside. I wasn't trying to be rude." The
bartender said to Tom.
"That's
alright. I really didn't care about the answer as I was just trying to get
someone to talk to me. Thanks for giving me an answer, since no one else seems
to be willing to talk to me around here."
Tom pushed the change the bartender put in front of him back towards
him.
He picked up the bottle, shot glass and
cigarettes and then he winked at the bartender and made a growling sound to the
room. He headed to the table he was originally going to sit at. It was a small
distance away from where the other customers were sitting, which was in front
of the fake fireplace, but it was still close enough that he could watch the
men that were playing pool.
“Howl!” Tom announced to the room.
Tom noticed
that his howling seemed to make the bartender nervous but he didn’t say
anything and kept himself busy behind the counter.
Tom filled
the shot glass with whiskey and quickly drank it. He spent the rest of the
afternoon and well into the evening alone at his table drinking the rest of the
bottle and watching the men play pool.
The ashtray in front of him became full of cigarette butts and the
bottle of whiskey was getting emptier as the hands on the clock kept
advancing.
The men
eventually stopped playing pool and gathered at a table in the middle of the
room and started to play cards. This continued throughout the evening until
there were only a few embers left glowing in the faux fireplace and most of the
customers had gone home.
Tom noticed
that very few new customers came in to replace the ones that left. Tom got up
from the table to leave after he had emptied the bottle of whiskey. It was
quite dark outside and time to head back to the ranch. He had a good buzz from
drinking the evening away on an empty stomach. He carefully walked to the door
but he was staggering and could feel the eyes of the men watching him. They
continued to ignore him as he walked by on his way to the door. He was almost
to the door when a colorfully dressed young man brashly walked in. He was also
drunk and Tom had a bad feeling as he observed the man’s swaggering gait upon
entry. He looked to be around twenty five and was wearing a very gaudy outfit
of an alligator skin coat and ostrich hide cowboy boots with gold tips. He had
a large gold cap on one of his front teeth and when he smiled it looked more
like a snarl than a smile. The men that remained in the bar were playing pool
and Tom observed their response to the man seemed more perfunctory than
respectful. Tom wasn't sure how he should react to this dandy but in his
inebriated condition he hoped he would not have to react at all. The bartender
was busy pouring him a drink out of a bottle of liquor that he had retrieved
from under the counter.
The man
looked at Tom with disdain. “Well look what we have in here now.”
Tom tried
to take a menacing step towards him but he wasn't stable enough to take any
steps without staggering much less be menacing. “What in the hell is your
problem? You are the only guy in this
place that has talked to me all day and then you turn out to be an asshole. I
guess I shouldn’t be surprised.”
The men had
stopped playing pool and tension filled the air.
“Randy, you should be more selective about
who you let drink in here. You shouldn’t serve losers.” The newcomer addressed
the bartender after he was handed a drink.
Tom moved closer. “From where I stand the
only loser I see is you.”
There was
silence as the men standing around the pool table watched the confrontation
unfold.
“You should
watch what you say jack-ass. You don’t know who you are talking to."
“I know
exactly who I am talking to, an asshole!” Tom replied and stumbled towards the
door again.
“I have
some advice for you; you need to get out of this bar and leave town, because if
I see you around here again you will live to regret it.”
Tom stared
at the man and glanced over at the bartender, then at the group of men, “Growl,
Howl!” He laughed and stumbled out the door.
The young
man was infuriated and turned to the men watching him. “I had better not see any of you hanging out
with that guy or you will be sorry!”
The men
tried to avoid making eye contact with him and then they noticed Tom had
returned to the bar and was standing in the doorway. The men attempted not to look at Tom as he
waited for the other man to notice he was standing right behind him.
“Possibly
you are the one who should watch what you say since you obviously don’t know
who you are talking to.” Tom said softly.
“You had better leave this bar right now
because you are not wanted in here!” Tom’s adversary quickly replied.
Tom stared at him for a moment and turned
around and made a final exit.
9
The wind was much calmer than when Tom
first walked back into town. The daylight had been replaced by light from the
full moon. Tom tried to navigate the
bumpy country road as he slowly staggered his drunken way back to the ranch.
The trip was accentuated by a great many brief encounters with the ground.
Tom eventually arrived at the gate leading to
the front walkway and as he approached he heard a strange sound coming from
behind the house. He looked around the back of the house and could vaguely make
out a shadowy figure on the hill in the dark. He heard strange throaty sounds
that seemed to be coming from that silhouette. As he approached the shadow it
suddenly started yelling at him and then he felt small objects hitting his
body.
“Get away
from here. Leave!” Those words came from the moonlit apparition.
Tom was too drunk to deal with a ghost
throwing rocks though he didn’t actually know for sure if the ghost was really
throwing anything at all but it sure felt like it. He became frightened and
lost the ability to behave rationally and ran to the front door in terror.
After a great deal of difficulty he managed to get the key for the door out of
his pocket and he slipped inside the house.
Once inside
he struggled to get the door locked and then leaned against the front door
breathing heavily. He could hear the sound of someone approaching the house. He
yelled out to the figure he imagined was standing outside the door. “Leave me
alone, you lunatic.” He went into the pantry and rummaged around until he found
something to use as a weapon. All he found was a baseball bat so he took it to
his post by the door. Tom was calming down a bit but he continued to stumble
about as he eventually he worked his way up the stairs to the bedroom he
assumed was his grandfather’s. He entered it without turning on the light and
immediately went to the window and opened the curtains.
He looked out into the
darkness behind the house but the silhouette he saw there earlier was gone and
there weren’t any sounds coming from outside any more. All he could see was the
full moon lighting up the barn and the hill behind it. He was tired and over to
the bed and took off his shirt and jeans and sat on the covers. He laid the bat
next to him just in case the stranger came back.
As soon as
he lay down on the bed he felt the room start spinning and he made a mad dash
for the window and threw it open. The liquor he had been drinking all day made
its exit from his body in a violent upheaval and fortunately Tom got his head
out the window just in time. He returned to the bed, slipped under the covers
and quickly lost consciousness.
10
The morning
sun shone brightly through the window and Tom slowly woke up with a richly
deserved hangover. He heard a noise and he jumped up and grabbed the bat. “Who
the hell is here? I can hear you in the hall so show yourself.”
As
commanded a figure appeared in the doorway, it was a teenaged boy whom Tom was
sure he hadn’t ever seen before although for some reason he seemed familiar.
The youngster had a medium build and brown hair about the same color as Tom’s
and Tom recognized that the boy had the features of someone with Down syndrome.
The boy
stood there quietly staring at Tom. Tom made a threatening gesture with the bat
and the boy took a couple of steps backwards. Tom stayed next to the bed
holding the bat in front of him.
“Who are you? How did you get in here?” Tom yelled. The boy
glanced towards the open window and Tom remembered opening it before his quick
dash to it the night before. He realized how stupid he must have looked
threatening a boy with a baseball bat while wearing only his underwear. He sat
down on the bed and put the bat down. He reached over the side in search of his
clothes but couldn’t locate them. All of his clothes as well as his backpack
were missing.
“Where the hell are my
clothes?” Tom yelled even louder.
The boy yelled angrily
back. “Get away from here, this house is not your house. Leave!”
The boy turned and ran
down the stairs. Tom chased after the boy and watched as he quickly ran out the
front door. By the time Tom got there he couldn’t see any sign of him. He
started outside but as he did he realized there was no way he was going to
catch him so he stopped. He heard a noise out by the barn and spotted the boy
running past it and up the hill behind the house.
Tom felt foolish and
noticed his clothes and backpack were scattered on the ground next to the
fence. He yelled out at the disappearing figure. “You little jerk. You could
have just hit me with the bat while I slept!”
He was hit with a heavy
dose of nausea and felt a strong urge to go lay down to stop the spinning
inside his head. He didn’t want to experience what happened to him the night
before so he gathered up his things from out in the yard and headed back to
bed. He would deal with the boy later, much later with the way he was feeling.
11
Tom woke up after getting some much needed
sleep. He was feeling somewhat recovered from having been startled awake
earlier. He got dressed and looked around the house to see if the boy might
have returned while he was sleeping. There was no sign of him so he left the
house in search of him.
He started
out by walking to the hill the boy ran behind when he ran away from him. He
continued to go further away from the house until he came to a small pond
hidden beyond the crest of the hill. He could see the boy sitting on top of a
large rock at the top of the trail leading up to it.
As Tom
approached the boy started nervously looking around for a way to escape. He was
trapped on the rock unless he came down the trail he had walked up and Tom was
standing at the base of it. Tom was afraid the boy might jump to avoid having
to walk by him. He waved his hands to get the boy’s attention. “Get away from
there! You’re going to hurt yourself!”
The boy
moved to the edge of the rock and yelled. “Leave! This is not your place!”
“You are
wrong about that, I am the new owner. My grandfather owned this place. Did you
know Antonio?”
As soon as
Tom mentioned Antonio the boy stared at him attentively and no longer looked as
fearful as he had before. Suddenly it dawned upon Tom who this might be.
“Are you,
is your name Ignacio?” The boy kept staring at the water below. Tom realized he
had been pretty stupid not to have figured out who the boy was from the first
time he saw someone looking into the house.
“Damn it!”
He picked up a rock and threw it into the water. “I’m sorry. I should have
known who you were and I shouldn’t have yelled at you, come down from there and
talk to me please?”
The boy
appeared calm and he spoke softly. “You, you are Tom?” Tom nodded and the boy smiled. “Uncle Tony
said you would come here and help me take care of the ranch before he went
away. Is he coming back?”
“I was told
that the man you call Uncle Tony, who was my grandfather, is not coming back.
That’s why he sent me a letter asking me to come here.” He figured if the boy
hadn’t been told his grandfather was dead it might be for a reason so he wasn’t
going to tell him. At least not right then.
The boy was
still standing up above him on the rock and he was looking at the end of the
pathway where Tom stood. Tom moved over towards the edge of the pond away from
the end of the path. He watched Ignacio from the corner of his eye but the boy
was still not moving.
“Ignacio,
get down off of that rock up there and come down here please. You are making me
nervous up there.”
The boy
obeyed him and stepped back a few feet and jumped off the rock and started down
the trail.
“Let’s go back to the house and have some
lunch and talk. We can get to know each other.”
“I am hungry. I haven’t eaten any food since
yesterday when you left for a long time and didn’t come back until it was
really late. I was going to eat breakfast this morning but when I went to talk
to you in Uncle Tony’s bedroom I thought you were going to hit me with that
stick so I left and didn’t get to eat.”
“I’m sorry
about that. I didn’t realize who you were but that’s no excuse and I acted very
stupid. I apologize for yelling at you and threatening you. Will you forgive me?” Threatening the boy
with baseball bat was not one of his finer moments but it was done and he
couldn’t take it back.
The boy
looked at him with curiosity. “Okay.” He started to walk towards the house and
Tom followed him.
“Uncle Tony
calls me Nacho. That’s my nick name. Will you call me Nacho?”
“Of course I will. It’s easier to say anyway.”
Tom realized that was a stupid thing to say since that’s probably the whole
reason for a nickname.
“I have to go let Paco out of the barn before
I come in the house.” Nacho headed for the barn while Tom went into the house.
Tom remembered the dog he visited in the barn
and assumed that he was Paco and sure enough when Nacho entered the house the
dog was enthusiastically following him. Nacho walked past where Tom was sitting
at the table and sat in the chair at the end of the table. Tom looked around
the kitchen and as he did he stared at the very large cast iron stove and it
brought up memories from when he spent the summer there. He had found it
intriguing at first but he never was able to master cooking on it. Tom noticed
Nacho was intently watching him as he stared at the monster of a stove.
“Do you want me to put some wood in the stove
so we can cook breakfast?” Nacho
cheerfully asked.
“Sure that would be great, the last time I
used this stove was probably before you were born and I didn’t do very well so
I can definitely use your help.”
Since Tom had woken up with a ferocious
hangover, after having spent the previous afternoon and evening drinking and
not eating, his head and stomach were now telling him how bad an idea that had
been.
While Nacho was starting a fire in the stove
Tom went to the refrigerator and took out some of the items he had purchased
the day before on his first trip to the ranch. He managed to find a frying pan
which he placed on the stove next to the food. Tom noticed there was food in
the refrigerator the day before when he put his groceries in it. Now that he
knew Nacho was living there it seemed quite likely the food in there was
probably good to eat but he had a craving for the ham and eggs he bought and should
have eaten before he drank the night away. It might have prevented his hangover
but too late now.
“So how
hungry are you Nacho?”
“A
little.” He rubbed his stomach. “Well,
maybe a lot.”
“How long does it take before the stove is
ready to cook on it?”
“It gets hot pretty fast but it will be
perfect in twenty minutes.”
“That sounds great. I am going to go take a
quick shower while the stove heats up. Okay?”
“I need to take a shower too. I am not
that fast. I will eat first.”
“We can wait if you want to take a shower
before breakfast.”
“No. I want to eat first. It is almost
time for lunch too.”
“You’re right. I’ll hurry.” Tom bounded up
the stairs and took a very fast shower. Since it was his fault Nacho hadn’t
eaten yet he didn’t want to make him wait any longer than the stove took to be
ready to cook on.
When Tom walked back in the kitchen Nacho
and Paco were not in there but Tom noticed Nacho had the ham and eggs out of
their containers and sitting by the stove and he had even put another frying
pan out. It was obvious that Nacho knew what he was doing because he had
everything needed to cook breakfast with on the counter.
The stove was kind of pretty in a really
old fashioned way and he figured it was probably worth a lot of money but he
would trade it for a new one any day. Oh well. Time to see if he could cook on
it, he had his doubts.
Tom put the pans on the cooktop and put
the ham in one pan and poured some oil for the eggs in the other one. He
started cracking eggs into a bowl, but the eggs were a lot harder to break open
than he remembered them being the last time he did so and he ended up with a
lot of egg shells in the bowl as well. Nacho walked in and sat down at the
table as he was pouring the eggs into the pan that he now decided would have to
be scrambled.
“Did I get out everything you need to cook
with?” Nacho asked.
“Yes. You did a good job getting everything
ready for me. Thank you.”
“I almost started to cook but I didn’t know
how you wanted to cook the eggs.”
“I’m not sure about that myself but here
goes nothing.”
Tom continued with his efforts but he was
still having problems with the eggs, the mixture he had poured into the skillet
started to explode and threw hot bits of raw egg from the pan that landed on
his arms and burned his skin. He cursed and pulled the pan off the burner and
threw his hands up in a gesture of surrender. He stepped back and surveyed the
unfolding disaster, trying to decide if it was worth trying to salvage the eggs
or if he should throw them out and start over.
The eggs that were in the skillet continued
cooking while he was getting burned and contemplating what to do next and were
beginning to burn so he grabbed a plate out of the cupboard and scraped the
eggs onto it and set the plate in front of Nacho, who had been quietly sitting
at the table watching Tom’s performance. Tom grabbed a piece of ham out of the
other pan with a fork and handed it to Nacho who was staring at the plate of
eggs Tom had placed in front of him.
“Would you
like a glass of milk to go with the eggs?” Tom asked.
“You’re a
pretty weak cook, huh?” Nacho innocently inquired. Calling his cooking weak was a polite
understatement. Tom pretended to be angry and snatched the plate from in front
of Nacho.
“Well then
I guess I will take this plate of eggs and you can make your own and we’ll see
how much better you do, smarty pants! I am sure the dog will be happy to eat
the eggs I made for you.” Tom turned away from Nacho and took the plate over to
where the old dog was lying on the floor and when Tom set the plate down on the
floor his tail started thumping. A few egg shells won’t spoil the eggs for Paco.
Nacho got
up and grabbed the frying pan, wiped it out with a paper towel, put it back on
the stove and neatly cracked an egg into it and did the same with three more.
Nacho successfully cooked them and scooped them out onto a plate and put the
piece of ham on it that Tom had handed him before he snatched up the plate of
botched scrambled eggs. “Want me to make some more for you?”
“I’m not
hungry anymore.” Tom’s hangover has set in with full force and he doesn’t feel
like being a good sport.
“Okay. I will
eat these then.” Nacho voraciously ate the eggs he had cooked and finished the
rest of the ham as well.
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Nacho washed the dishes after he finished
eating and Tom just sat and watched him. He was still feeling bad from his
hangover and didn’t feel like doing anything.
“What do you usually do in the afternoons here?” Tom asked as Nacho
finished cleaning up the kitchen.
“Today I have to go out to the barn and take care of the animals. Uncle
Tony and I feed them in morning but this morning I was waiting for you to get
up to ask you why you were in the house. I didn’t know you were Tom, who he
said was going to come here and help do the chores with me. I thought you
weren’t supposed to be here so I wanted to tell you to leave. I’m sorry.”
“I’m
the one that screwed up and I’m sorry. I need to go take a nap but later on
let’s visit.” Tom watched Nacho walk out to the barn and then went to his
grandfather’s room and took tried to sleep off his hangover.
Later on in the late afternoon Tom went out on
the front porch and sat in the rustic wood rocking chair, which he discovered
was quite comfortable, and he watched as the sun began to disappear behind the
row of trees that lined the outer border of the wood fence. The weather was
amazingly warm down in the southern part of the state Tom had noticed, there
would have been no way he would been this comfortable sitting outside where he
came from. He was beginning to like this little slice of paradise.
Nacho was sitting on a big decorative rock a
few feet away that was underneath one of the enormous oak trees.
“What are
you doing?”
“I’m looking at the sun in the trees, they
look really pretty.”
“Yes they do. What you are thinking
about?”
“Nothing, I am just looking at the grass and
the trees with the birds in the sun. Uncle Tony and I used to sit out here a
lot.”
“I can see why, those are some pretty
bitchin’ birds all right and it is a very nice view!”
“You talk dirty.”
“What do you mean?” Tom said defensively.
“You swear a lot.”
“Yes, I probably do, especially when
compared to you. Who died and made you the head of the grammar police anyway? I
didn’t see the rules posted in the house anywhere Señor Cervantes.”
Nacho looked at Tom and was clearly
confused. “Who is that?”
“He was some guy who wrote a book called ‘Don
Quixote’, it’s about a crazy guy who ran around fighting windmills as I recall.
Have you heard of him?”
“Well, I don’t think so. I have never been out
of town. I don’t know any windmills.
Why was he fighting with them? Are windmills bad people?”
Tom realized that he was being too sarcastic.
“No, forget about what I said. I was
just being a smartass for no good reason.”
“Do they
live in town?”
“I said to forget about it, I was stupid to
say what I did. I was just being a jerk because you were right about my using
bad words and it made me mad at myself. I will try to do better.”
“I don’t
know any bad words because Uncle Tony said that it wasn’t polite to say them.
The only place I go to is to the church on Sunday and they don’t say bad words
there. Uncle Tony told me that there are mean people who might use bad words
but I shouldn’t listen to them.”
“My grandfather was right that there are
some mean people in this town, just like in the other towns. They don’t always
use bad words but they sometimes do bad things when you don’t expect it which
is worse.”
“I don’t understand. What bad things are they going to do?”
“Nothing, I shouldn’t have said that either.
Let’s change the subject, whatever you are cooking for dinner sure does smell
good, what is it?”
“I am making chicken the way Uncle Tony
taught me to.”
“If it tastes as good as it smells it is
going to be delicious.”
After dinner Tom and Nacho sat in the living
room on the couch together looking out the front window. The beautiful evening
ended with both of them staring at a large oak tree enjoying the beautiful
sunset.
“Is it alright if I go to bed right now? I
drank a too much alcohol last night and there was some strange creature
creeping around here that kept me from getting enough sleep.”
“I am sorry I threw those rocks at you but I
was afraid that someone was trying to steal this place since I was all alone
here, I won’t ever do anything bad to you ever again.”
“It’s alright Nacho, I am just teasing
you. I know you were just scared. I am not mad and you don’t need to apologize
since it was my fault and not yours.
Tomorrow we start out as friends and you can show and tell me about
everything on the ranch.”
“We are
going to be very busy.”
“How long
have you been living here on this ranch with my grandfather?”
“I don’t
know, I only remember always living here.
I really miss him. I loved him
very much and he said he loved me too.”
“It sounds
like you had a good life here with him.
I hope you will as happy here with me as you were with him. Good night
Nacho.”
“Good night Tom.”
13
Tom was hoping for a good night’s sleep since
he hadn’t had one for several nights since before he left Portland. The night
of Karen’s birthday he had slept on the couch, the next night was the night after
they had the big fight, and the last night in Portland he had been so full of
anticipation of his journey to his grandfather’s ranch he didn’t sleep well and
then he spent the first night at the ranch drunk and then sick with a hangover
last night which hadn’t resulted in as restful of a night’s sleep as he had
been hoping for.
Tom felt partly it was because he couldn’t
quit thinking about all the things that had happened since he arrived in town.
He was feeling very lucky to have inherited this beautiful ranch, especially
given the way his life had been going before the knock on the door had given
him new possibilities for the future.
Tom was almost afraid to sleep for fear he
would wake up and find that everything had been just a dream. At least when he
woke up on this morning he was still sleeping in his grandfather’s big bed
which did feel nice and it wasn’t a dream. He lay in bed thinking about the day
ahead of him and got up so he could get some things done before Nacho got out
of bed.
He got up and got dressed quickly, he wanted
to go to the store and buy some coffee along with more groceries. He knew he
should probably have asked Nacho what supplies were already there since it was
obvious he knew what there was to eat in the house but he wanted to sneak out
of the house so he didn’t have to answer why. After Tom had eaten the wonderful
dinner Nacho had cooked for them the night before he knew Nacho knew exactly
what was going on around the house food wise. Tom’s brain was spinning around
and he needed some time alone and the walk to town would give him some.
After he
was dressed he quietly slipped out of the house so he wouldn’t wake up Nacho.
He didn’t want to explain why he wanted to be alone, he didn’t want to hurt his
feelings and besides he really wasn’t sure why he felt the way he did.
Even though
it was well before noon he couldn’t resist going in to the bar for a quick
beer. He used the excuse that he didn’t want anyone to think he was afraid to
go back in there after the confrontation he had with the gold toothed jerk. The
truth was that he really wasn’t sure why he wanted to there. He realized it was
probably so he could have a drink and also that he wanted to do something
stupid.
The
bartender was the only one there but he was pretty sure that he would tell
someone that Tom had been in, that was just the way small towns roll. Besides,
a drink sounded pretty good and he didn’t want Nacho to see him drink so early
in the day. Tom left the bar after he quickly drank his beer and went to the
store. He bought as many groceries as he thought he could easily carry back to
the ranch and headed home. He took a deserted side street so he could see a
little more of the town.
Suddenly a
large black car sped down the narrow side street and ran into him. The car
managed to bump him and send the bags of groceries flying out of his arms. They
landed a few feet away on the sidewalk where he was just walking. The car
slammed on its brakes and Tom furiously got up and looked at the contents of
his two bags of groceries spread all over ground.
“You
asshole, how did you get a license?” Tom yelled as he approached the car which
almost took a block to come to a stop. When Tom reached the car he kicked the
rear bumper which broke out one of the light covers.
The front
doors of the car slowly opened and when the driver got out it was the young man
from the bar he had the altercation with. An older man emerged from the
passenger side and he was wearing an expensive looking suit. He walked around
to the back of the car to survey the damage that Tom’s kick had done.
Tom’s voice quavered. “It figures it would be the
village idiot that
almost runs over me! I guess they don’t have very high standards for driving a
car in this town!”
“I warned
you before that you don’t belong here.” The driver blurted out.
“Are you
telling me that you have ESP and you knew that I was walking down the street
minding my own business when you decided to display your exceptional inability
to drive a car? You have a lot of nerve
to say I don’t belong in this town when you have shown that you don’t belong
behind a steering wheel.” Tom realized
he was shouting but he couldn’t stop he was so mad.
The older man approached. “This young man is my son and I am the mayor
of this town so maybe you ought to calm yourself down.”
“Well I sure hope you are not as worthless as
your son is.”
“Anyone can make a mistake but if you keep on
talking like this I may decide that the mistake is yours.”
“Of course you will. I am not so sure that
this was an accident but it certainly is an example of bad driving.”
“That’s enough as it no longer matters what
you think!” The mayor said and bent down
to pick up some broken glass from the street.
“It certainly looks like we have a problem
here. What you did by kicking the car
and breaking the tail light was, how should I put this, a stupid thing to do?” The mayor looked at Tom and smiled.
“I’m not
too sorry considering my groceries are all over the middle of the road. Kicking
the car was an instinctive reaction to having been hit while innocently walking
down the sidewalk where cars are not supposed to be! At least I think that is
the reason they are called sidewalks! I suppose it is asking too much for your
son to drive on the road where cars are supposed to be. I didn't break the tail light on purpose but
I did kick the car because I was mad and I am not going to apologize for that.”
“Whether or
not you broke the light on purpose or not doesn‘t solve anything. You will at least have the decency to pay for
the cost of repairing it won’t you?”
“And you are kidding aren’t you? You
want me to pay for your son's lousy driving?
There is no way I will pay for your son’s ability to drive on the sidewalk
unless it is legal in this town!”
“He should have to fix it himself or pay to have it fixed. It wouldn’t
be broken if he hadn’t ran into me.”
“I’m kind of short on money right now.”
The mayor’s son said with a smirk.
“Why don’t you sell that gold tooth and you‘ll have plenty of money to
fix the car.” Tom looked back with his
own smirk.
“Are you finished talking yet?”
The mayor inquired.
“Yes. Nothing more needs to be said. I know that it’s illegal to run
over pedestrians.”
“Well you are mistaken if you think this matter is over. How dare you have such disrespect for the
local authority?”
“I don’t think that not wanting to be run over is considered being
disrespectful.”
“You haven’t heard the last of this.
Come on son, we need to go to work and quit wasting time here.” The mayor looked at his son who was staring
at Tom. “Jerry we have better things to
do than stand here wasting time so go and get in the car right now or I will
leave you here.”
The mayor got back in the car though Tom noticed he got in the driver’s
side. Jerry gave a final sneer at Tom as
he minded his father and got into the car. The mayor started the motor and
drove off.
Tom watched the car disappear around the corner and then turned to
survey the street to see how much gathering up of his groceries he was going to
have to do. Much to his surprise the
bags were still intact so he picked up everything and put them back in and
walked home. He felt this was not likely
the last problem he would have with the mayor’s son but it was time to get back
to the peaceful ranch.
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Tom walked
through the gate and looked around to see if Nacho was outside. He didn’t see
him so entered the house and went into the kitchen to put away the groceries. Tom found Nacho in the living room where he
stood by the fireplace adding logs to the nice fire he had going. Tom silently observed for a minute and felt
as if he was really home.
“Good
morning Nacho. I just walked to town and
got some good sausage to go with those eggs that you cook so well. How about helping me make us some breakfast?”
“I am very hungry. I didn’t know where you were or when you
would be back so I made the fire keep burning so I could wait and eat with you
but I am really hungry now.”
“That doesn’t surprise me so let’s get in the
kitchen and get cooking.”
Tom walked into the kitchen with Nacho right
behind him. Tom got the sausage out and
put some links in a frying pan and sat down at the kitchen table with a cup of
coffee. He figured Nacho would take over
at least he hoped so.
“So what do
you know about your parents Nacho? Did
my grandfather ever mention them to you?”
“He told me
that they went away and it was far away from here and that they wanted me to
live with him for as long as they were gone.
I hope I will meet them someday but sometimes I get confused.”
“So you
never got to see them or meet them?”
“No, but
Uncle Tony told me he was my father while mine was gone away.”
“So what
was life like living here with him and why do you call him Uncle Tony?”
“I don’t
know. We spent almost every day working on the ranch, we fixed fences and
planted the garden and weeded and took care of the animals and...”
Nacho
stopped talking and got a confused look on his face.
“I’m sorry
but I forgot what else you asked me.” He
looked down at the floor ashamed of having lost his train of thought.
“No I am
the one that should be sorry because I asked you too many questions. I just want to get an idea what your life here
on the ranch with my grandfather was like. You don’t need to tell me everything
you did with him.”
Tom quit
talking and watched Nacho get out a pan and as he took the eggs out of the
refrigerator. Nacho concentrated on
making breakfast and didn’t notice Tom watching him. After Nacho put butter in the frying pan and
cracked eggs into it Tom asked him a new question.
“Did Tony
go to town very often and did he ever take you with him?”
“He stayed
here on the ranch most of the time but sometimes we would go to the store and
get some ice cream. He said the people in the town weren’t very nice and he
would rather stay here with me. The man
at the store brought food to the ranch so we didn't have to go get it. Uncle Tony would give the man a list of things
to bring us.”
“Did he
have any friends come to visit him here on the ranch?”
“I don’t
know if they were friends but there was a man who brought the garden and animal
food and there were two different men who brought the groceries. Another man
came to visit in the house sometimes.
Uncle Tony told me I was his best friend.”
“Who was it
that came to visit with him?”
“Sometimes
a man called Mr. Peters would come.
Uncle Tony said he was important and when he came to visit they would
use the office. They shut the door so I
don’t know what he and Uncle Tony talked about.”
“And they
never had you go in the office with them?”
“No, I had
my chores to do around the ranch while they were talking.”
“That makes
sense. I hope I can have the kind of relationship with you that you had with my
grandfather.”
“You are my
new best friend. I think that is what
Uncle Tony wanted. Do you want to cook
so you can learn how to be better?”
“Just
because I had some problems yesterday doesn’t mean I can’t cook but I won’t
claim to be any good. I usually do
better than I did with the eggs last time but it is just fine with me if you do
the cooking.”
“I really
like to cook. I really like everything I
do. I like to work in the garden and
feed the animals.”
“Well I guess
we should finish up breakfast. I will
get the bread out and make toast while you finish cooking the eggs and sausage,
how does that sound?"
"It
sounds good. I am hungry."
Tom
finished buttering the toast as Nacho placed the contents of the frying pans on
plates and they sat down at the table.
After
breakfast Tom asked Nacho to go out and take care of the animals while he
continued going through his grandfather’s papers, the ones he started looking
at the night before. He hoped there
might be some clues about Nacho’s parents and why he was at the ranch somewhere
in the office.
15
Nacho went
out to the barn like Tom asked but he gave Tom a sad look. Once again he was
going out to do the chores by himself after Tom had told him the night before he
wanted to go with him and help. Nacho
got all excited about the prospect of showing Tom the animals in the barn and
having him help him with the chores. Tom
knew he had disappointed Nacho but he felt like he really needed to know more
about Nacho and he hoped Nacho wouldn’t be too upset with him.
Tom started
out by going through all of the rooms just in case there was somewhere else
besides his grandfather’s office that had any information hidden away in
them. He discovered that his grandfather
wore almost the same size clothes as he did and he now had a whole new
wardrobe. His grandfather’s taste in
clothes was also very similar to his as well.
Tom had always hated shopping for clothes so now he wouldn’t have to for
a long time. The clothes were also a lot nicer and more expensive than Tom
would have ever bought for himself.
Tom was
quite impressed with the library in his grandfather’s office. There were a lot
of books that a teacher might use which led Tom to believe that his grandfather
may have home schooled Nacho, or had someone do it. Tom was impressed with how much effort that
his grandfather seemed to have made for Nacho.
Tom knew
that Nacho know why he was living there other than his grandfather told him his
parents left him with his grandfather to care for until they came back for him.
Tom wondered if it was possible to find out where they were or whether or not
they were alive. He didn’t find any
papers in any of the rooms that pertained to Nacho. He now hoped that maybe Mr.
Peters might know more than he had been told in their initial meeting. Since Nacho told him that Mr. Peters had been
to the ranch to visit his grandfather it would seem that he needed to visit him
and ask some questions.
Right now
it was time to go outside and see what Nacho was doing. Maybe he could make up
for not going out to help him earlier. Tom found Nacho in the barn giving the
chickens’ water and throwing feed out for them.
Tom watched how carefully and deliberately he was doing those
tasks. Tom figured he had learned his
work ethic and carefulness from his grandfather this made him sorry he hadn’t
taken the time to visit his grandfather again after the one summer he spent at
the ranch.
That one
summer was the only time his mother had ever encouraged him to visit her father
and he was now beginning to wonder why.
She had never really talked about her parent’s much at all that he could
remember and didn’t remember her ever visiting her father. He didn’t even know when his grandmother had
died and when he stayed with his grandfather it never came up and he was too
stupid to ask about her.
Maybe his mother couldn’t afford to visit her father since she had
always been a single mother and had raised Tom all by herself. Whatever the reason was for her lack of
involvement with her family he never had any curiosity to know anything more
about his mother’s family and he hadn’t asked the questions that he now wished
he had. He now knows why she didn’t talk
to her father on the phone since he didn’t have one. She must have sent him a
letter to arrange for him to go and stay at his grandfather’s that one summer.
After seeing all the effort he put into Nacho he felt like he might be
the one who lost out but it was too late now.
Nacho was the only way he was ever going to have to get to know his
grandfather better. He also felt he had better start helping him with the
chores if he wanted to continue to be his friend. Tom put his hand in the chicken feed and
grabbed a handful of it and started to throw it out like Nacho was doing. Nacho looked at him and smiled.
“I think it is getting close to lunchtime isn’t it Nacho?”
“Yes I am hungry. I thought you were going to come out and help me
more?”
“I know and I am a loser. I was looking for something in the house but I
couldn’t find it. Do the chores have to be done in the morning? If so I promise I will try to do better
tomorrow. I am not much of a morning
person as you may have already figured out.”
“We have chores to do in the
house after we eat lunch. That’s what Uncle Tony and I would do. We did the
chores outside in the morning and the ones in the house after lunch. We talked in the living room after dinner and
read books together.”
“Well it sounds like a busy schedule so you are going to have to be
patient with me and teach me slowly. I haven’t done any chores like these
before.” Tom smiled.
Nacho just looked at him and took the empty feed bucket back to the
barn. He came out of the barn and shut the door and he and Paco followed Tom
into the house.
“How about after lunch you show me where the clean sheets and towels are
kept?” Tom tried to make conversation.
“I can do that. We need to do the washing soon.”
“Well then
I guess I need to know where we will be doing it and maybe we should go through
the food also so I can make sure we don’t run out things to eat. I bought some things at the store this
morning but not that much. I don’t know what is already here and what I need to
buy.”
“I will
show you where the extra food is.”
“I guess we
have an afternoon plan then.” Tom spent the afternoon following Nacho around
the house as he explained what they have to do to keep the house up. He showed
him where the supplies were, items like soap, toothpaste and toilet paper. Nacho also showed him what was is in the
freezer and in the pantry and explained to him what he and his Uncle Tony
usually cooked for dinner.
When
evening arrived Tom watched while Nacho made dinner and he drank a beer. Later
on in the evening, after they had eaten Nacho’s soup they retired from the
kitchen and spent the rest of the evening doing their own things.
Tom spent
the evening looking through the checking account and some papers concerning the
ranch and the house he had found in the drawer of the nightstand next to his
grandfather’s bed. He was trying to
figure out what he needed to know to take care of the ranch, Nacho and himself
included. He finished looking over as
many papers as he could concentrate on for one evening turned the lights off to
go upstairs.
As he
passed by Nacho’s room he looked in to see what the boy was doing. Nacho was pulling out a tattered shoe box
from under the bed and he put it on the bed and opened it. Tom stood in the
hall and watched as Nacho took things out of it and put them on the bed. It was a strange looking collection of
objects. He couldn’t see all of the
items but he could see that there was a pocketknife, a harmonica, and a radio
and he could tell there were many more items in the box.
Since the door was halfway open Tom pushed it
the rest of the way open and leaned in.
Nacho blocked Tom’s view of the box and turned to look at him.
“These are things Uncle Tony gave me. Do you
want to see them?” He began to show Tom
the items he had already placed on the bed. “He gave me this knife so I can
carve wood, and this is something I can make music with. We used to listen to
baseball on the radio.” Nacho got very
animated as he showed Tom his prizes. It
was obvious Tom that Nacho loved his grandfather a lot.
“Maybe we
should go to bed now and you can show me the rest of the things tomorrow, as
well as teach me things I need to know about taking care of this place. I need a good night’s sleep first.”
“I can show
you everything tomorrow. We have a lot of chores to do so we can catch up. We are going to be very busy.” He said this in a serious tone of voice. Then
he gathered up his things and carefully put them back in the box.
Tom didn’t
comment about the things in the shoebox because Nacho obviously had strong
emotions tied to the shoebox’s contents.
“I guess I
like these things mostly because they remind me of Uncle Tony.” Nacho said as he put the box back under the
bed.
16
Tom finally
got his decent night’s sleep. His grandfather’s bed was starting to feel pretty
comfortable. Since he told Nacho the previous day that he would be around to
help him in the morning and had disappointed him by going through his
grandfather’s things instead Tom was afraid to tell Nacho that he wanted to go
to town and see Mr. Peters after they were done eating breakfast.
Nacho
looked very unhappy when Tom told him that he needed to go meet with Mr.
Peters. He lied and said that there was
a meeting already set up that he forgot about. Tom felt guilty about telling
Nacho a lie but he felt less guilty about telling the lie than about not
helping him again for the second day in a row. He hoped he could make up for
disappointing Nacho when he got back.
When Nacho headed out to the barn Tom walked to town. He really hoped Mr. Peters could give him
some information about Nacho.
It was a
beautiful winter morning. The sun was shining and it was pretty warm
considering it was still the dead of winter, this southern part of the state
was much nicer than up north.
Tom
immediately headed to the County Building.
He didn’t understand why he hadn’t been told anything about Nacho other
than his being mentioned as a provision of the will. Nacho’s history couldn’t
be that complicated so why wasn’t he told the truth? Of course he was assuming Mr. Peters knew the
truth which of course he might or might not.
He was pleased to find the building was open and Mr. Peters was in. Tom stood next to the front door and Mr.
Peters looked up and gave Tom a smile.
Tom
immediately got to the point of his visit.
“So now that I have proven I won’t run for the hills after meeting Nacho
I think it's time you give me some information about him.”
“So what
information do you think I have that you would want?”
“Like who
he really is, where his parents are and why was he raised by my
grandfather?”
Mr. Peters
motioned for Tom to sit. “Nacho’s mother
died while giving birth to him. You should know who she is, her name was Ellen.”
“You mean
Aunt Ellen, my mother’s sister? She was
supposed to have been living with my grandfather when my mother sent me to stay
here that one summer. My mother
underwent treatment for cancer while I was here, although she didn’t tell that,
or even that she was sick until I got back home. When I arrived at my grandfather’s he told me
that Ellen had gone with some friends on a trip. I didn’t see her the whole summer I was there. She never even came to my mother’s funeral
either, so why isn’t she here helping Nacho out?”
“I don’t
understand why you don’t know much about your family. Ellen wasn’t actually
related to you. Your grandparents adopted her from an orphanage when she was a
baby. They had been trying to have a
child for a long time and rather than keep on trying they decided to
adopt. Several months after they adopted
Ellen your grandmother became pregnant with your mother. I don’t think your grandparents ever told
your mother or Ellen that they weren’t really sisters, there was enough difference
in their ages for them to really be sisters. Your grandmother died in a car
accident one day while the girls were in school. It was just before school was out for the
summer and it was the year Ellen graduated from high school. At the end of summer your mother finished
high school and Ellen started doing the things around the house that her mother
had done. Antonio never bought another car and he had the market deliver the
groceries to the house after that. Your mother graduated high school and moved
to Portland so she could go to college.
She graduated, began working there and continued to live there.
Apparently
your father left her soon after you were born I was told. Your mother stayed
there and raised you. She brought you to
visit here once when you were very young but she never came back and I don’t
know why.
Ellen
continued to live here, possibly to help Antonio and she also really liked
living here. There were a lot more
people here back then and Ellen had friends here that she grew up with and
there were a lot more community social events before times got tough and
businesses closed. This was a pretty good place to live back then.
The summer
you were sent here to stay with your grandfather Ellen went to Portland to help
your mother while she went through the treatments for cancer. She met a man while she was there and got
pregnant. She came back here but when it was time to have her child she went to
go a town near here to give birth to him and she died during childbirth. The boy was born with Down syndrome and
Antonio was afraid he wouldn’t be adopted because of that. He didn’t want him
to spend his life in an orphanage he had the child brought to him to raise. He
hired a lady to help care for him when, he wanted him to have a female in his
life. So that is the history of Ignacio. I was told his father was Spanish and
Ellen chose the name for him before he was born so Antonio honored her
wishes. Now you know all that I know
about Nacho and why he lived with you grandfather.”
“Wow, so
Nacho is my, he is my cousin! That is cool. Since Ellen was my aunt that makes
Nacho my cousin. It is nice to find out he is my family, since as far as I know
I don’t have any other living relatives. My mother told me my father died but
who knows whether or not that was the truth, and I guess whether he was dead or
alive I never knew him. I only met Ellen
once. It was when I was in junior high when there was a graduation ceremony for
me that she came to. I remember she was
very pretty and nice but that’s about all I remember about her. I have a photo of her, at my apartment in
Portland, with my mother and me from the time she visited. I always wondered
why she never came back but my mother never talked about her family for some
reason. Weird I guess but what’s done is done.”
Mr. Peters didn’t comment.
“Since you used to visit with my grandfather I guess you would know if
he taught Nacho at home. I found a lot
of books that look like school backs in his study and Nacho knows how to read
as well as a lot more things that someone must have taught him how to do.”
“I think Antonio chose to teach him here because he never bought another
car after his wife died and he couldn’t drive him anywhere. This town sends the
few students that live here to a town 20 miles away on a bus but I am sure they
don’t have anyone to teach a child with special needs. If he had sent him
anywhere to go to school he wouldn’t have been able to visit him. It was
probably easier to teach Nacho himself and he didn’t have any one else in his
life. I know he really enjoyed his life on the ranch with Nacho, they did
everything together. There is a woman, she still lives here, who he hired to
come to the ranch and help him raise Nacho for several years. She pressured
your grandfather to marry her, but since he never wanted to remarry anyone
after your grandmother died he told her that and she wasn’t happy about it so
she quit coming to the ranch. When
Antonio found out he had cancer he didn’t want Nacho to see him get sick and
the doctors told Antonio about how long he would be able to live at the ranch
much longer without feeling too bad and he wanted to be gone before he did. He
asked me to find you and see if you were be in a position to come here and live
there if he arranged for you to inherit the ranch. Antonio never had any
intention of fighting the cancer as he was satisfied with having lived for a
good eighty six years. He felt Nacho would be the happiest and safest living on
the ranch as long as he has the right person living with him, and he felt you
would be the right person. Even before
Antonio started feeling bad he had already been thinking that it was time for
Nacho to have a younger influence in his life.
When he found out he had cancer it seemed like a good idea to speed his
“dying” along and to bring you into Nacho’s life. I found out that your “situation” in life
seemed to not be going very well. This convinced him he was doing the right
thing by “faking” an early death.
Antonio had exhausted all the things he could teach Nacho and he knew
Nacho needed a fresh new influence in his life and it seemed fitting to have
his oldest grandson be that influence. Antonio told Nacho that he was ill and
needed to move away from the ranch to be somewhere he could have someone care
for him. He told him that his grandson was going to come and live with him on
the ranch to take his place. He didn’t want Nacho to deal with his illness and
he knew that Nacho wouldn’t be able to manage the financial end of running the
ranch though he is plenty capable of doing the physical parts.”
“I agree with you and my grandfather that Nacho can’t run the ranch by
himself and I don’t think he would want to be there by himself anyway. If I am
hearing what you have told me correctly it sounds like my grandfather wasn’t
dead when I received that telegram saying that he was and that I had to come
here to find out what he had left me?”
“You’re correct. He wasn’t dead
but we assumed it would take some time for you to come. You surprised us when you showed up just a
day after I had the telegram delivered.
I was planning to move to the ranch and help Nacho out after a couple of
days but then you showed up. After I had the telegram sent to you I drove to
the ranch and picked up Antonio and brought him to my house in Ashland where he
could stay without anyone in this town knowing what was going on. I told the
town drunk that Antonio had died and he put the word out to the town. It was an
easy deception since Antonio didn’t deal with anyone except the guys from the
feed center and the store. We waited for you to show up and if something had
gone wrong we could have put his alternative plan in motion. You and Nacho
began the friendship that Antonio hoped would happen so everything has worked
out just as he wanted.”
Tom was overwhelmed by all this information. “There is a lady in town
who doesn’t like me and she watches me when I am in town. Do you know who she is?”
“She is the woman Antonio brought to the ranch when Nacho was young.
Betty is very bitter. She thought she was Antonio’s girlfriend and she is
unhappy over her imagined jilting by Antonio.
She hates anything to do with him but she especially hates the boy and
blames him for your grandfather not marrying her. She never would have had a relationship with
your grandfather at all if hadn’t wanted a woman to help him with the boy. She
has invested a great deal of energy trying to make everyone in town dislike
everything to do with the ranch. The townspeople only know Nacho from his going
to the church on Sunday, they don’t dislike him but they don’t really know him.
Antonio took care to keep Nacho from being a target of that negativity by
staying away from the town."
“So they don’t like me because I am a relative? I guess I can understand
my grandfather’s thinking that what happened with Betty was none of their
business. So my grandfather picked me to be his heir because there was no else
available, is that about right?”
“Yes, you are the only relative he has besides Nacho. Nacho trusts you because you are his “Uncle
Tony’s” grandson. He thought you would be the best choice to take over for him
and you have proven him right.”
“Why does Nacho call him Uncle Tony?”
“I think it started when Betty was taking care of Nacho. I think that’s
what Antonio told her his relationship to Nacho was. He didn’t want Nacho to be
called a bastard which he would have been if the people had known he was
Antonio’s unwed daughter’s son.”
“I suppose that makes sense. So
what would have happened if I hadn’t decided to accept the responsibility of
living on the ranch with Nacho?”
“In that case there is a second will made out with other provisions.
There is a lawyer that is in possession of that paperwork but that is
irrelevant now. Since you have accepted
the responsibility and things are going well with you and Nacho it doesn’t make
any difference what would have happened.
Have I answered all of your questions?”
“Yes I guess you have. It's time
for me to head back to the ranch.”
“I hope everything continues to go well."
“Thank you.”
17
Tom left
Mr. Peters office with more answers than the amount of questions he had gone in
there with. He wasn’t sure how to feel about his newfound knowledge about his
family. He felt betrayed by his mother
for her failure to tell him about his cousin that he was now living with. Why
did his grandfather have to die for him to find out about Nacho and why hadn’t
she ever taken him to visit him? It didn’t make any sense. There must have been some reason for his
mother to have had no contact with his grandfather but it was too late to find
anything out now. He didn’t understand why she didn’t tell him anything about
his Aunt Ellen and her child.
Tom
purchased a bottle of wine at the store on his way back to the ranch. He told Nacho that he wasn’t feeling very
good which he actually wasn’t lying about.
He spent the rest of the day drinking and trying not to think about his
mother and all the things he didn’t know about her. The day turned into evening and Tom spent
some time looking through a notebook he found of his grandfather’s in his
library. It had information in it about
the garden, records of the kinds of vegetables he had planted in the garden and
notes about how well the different plants had done.
Tom heard
Nacho in the kitchen preparing dinner so Tom figured it was time for him to
suck it up and visit with him. Tom's all
day drinking binge had provided him with a warm glow and he was beginning to
feel mellower about his family history. He was pleased to find out Nacho was
really his family since he didn’t have other family left.
Nacho had
been observing Tom all day as he worked on Operation
Get Wasted. He wisely chose to watch
and not to ask questions.
After
dinner they moved to the living room where Tom stretched out in the recliner
and Nacho sat on the couch.
“Why do you
smoke?”
“I don’t
know. I started smoking when I was your
age because my mother didn't want me to. It became a habit I couldn't quit.
It’s good that you lived with my grandfather and never smoked. I am trying to
quit.”
“It smells
funny.”
“I suppose
it does smell funny. It doesn’t smell
very good on my clothes when I smoke too much which I am sure I did
today.” He poured another glass of wine.
“Why are
you drinking so much wine?”
“I like the
way it tastes and it gives me a good buzz. Have you ever tried it?”
“No. Uncle Tony told me I was too young to drink.”
Tom found
another glass in the cupboard and filled it with wine and offered it to
him.
“You are
too young to drink in public but we are not in public here. I think it is
alright for you to try it.”
Nacho drank
the entire glass in one gulp and smiled at Tom.
He begged for more by pounding his glass on the table. Tom laughed and poured him some more. After the second glass Tom noticed Nacho
started laughing for no reason.
“Do you
like the wine Nacho?”
“I feel
like singing.”
“Well,
don’t let me stop you, go ahead and sing.”
“Uncle Tony
taught me this a long time ago and it’s my favorite song!”
"Well
then will you please sing it for me?"
Nacho
started singing ‘Old MacDonald’
Tom laughed
as Nacho cheerfully sang the song just as Tom remembered it. Nacho gestured for
him to join in so he did. For the first time all day Tom was smiling and
enjoying Nacho’s company.”
18
Tom was
sound asleep and snoring loudly after getting so drunk the day before. His
bedroom door opened as Nacho turned the handle and walked in. He tried to wake
him by shaking the bed but Tom was hung over and protested in an angry tone of
voice. Nacho was not deterred and continued to pester him.
“Come on
Tom, wake up! The sun’s been up for a
long time and it’s getting late.”
Tom kept
his head underneath the covers trying to block out the light that was making
his head hurt.
“And tell
me why I care?”
“We have to
do the chores. You promised me you would start helping me last night when we
were drinking the wine. Don't you
remember?”
“Boy I must
have been really drunk if I promised you anything last night. I can't say I
didn't because I don't remember what I said to you last night. If I told you I would help you I'm sure I
meant it. I can’t believe I did
something as stupid as that. I shouldn't
be held responsible for anything I did or said yesterday. Can I have a rain
check?" Tom continued to hide his
head under the pillow but Nacho kept pestering him.
“I don't
know how to check the rain but I need your help. You promised you would help me. I need to get all the chores done. Uncle Tony always helped me do the
chores. Come on, get up, please!”
Tom stuck
his head out from under the covers and gave Nacho his best nasty look. He
covered his head again briefly, but gave up and rolled over and sat up. He got dressed and a small wave of nausea hit
him when he closed his eyes while pulling the shirt over his head. He managed to get dressed anyway.
Nacho
seemed assured that Tom was really coming out to help him because he walked out
of the room and hopped down the stairs. Tom hoped Nacho would lose some of his
energy shortly.
“I need to
have a cup of coffee before I go out to help you.”
Nacho
pointed to the coffee pot and it had coffee in it. Then he grabbed a box of
cereal and took out a couple of bowls, got the milk out of the refrigerator and
placed them all on the table. He poured
a bowl and put milk and sugar on it and offered it to Tom but Tom shook his
head. Nacho scarfed down the cereal and poured another bowl which he finished
as fast as the first one.
“Do you
want me to leave the cereal out for you?”
“No I think
I will wait awhile before I eat but thanks for asking. I will be out as soon as I finish my
coffee.”
Nacho
walked out the door. Tom was tempted to
go lay on the couch but he knew better not. After all he promised to help
Nacho. He finished his coffee and walked
out to the barn. It was obvious from
Nacho's smile he was excited that Tom had finally come out to help him.
“Now we
have to feed the animals.” Nacho pointed to where a several large plastic
containers were placed inside a stall. Paco looked at them at wagged his tail.
“Even the
dog? He’s so old we should probably get
rid of him.”
“What do
you mean?”
“And we
should eat the chickens.”
“Then we
wouldn’t have any eggs.” Then he figured
out Tom was teasing him and he smiled.
Nacho
pointed to a woodpile. “We have to make
some firewood pretty soon.”
“Do I look
like a lumberjack to you?”
“I don’t
know. What is a lumber jack?
“Never mind.”
“There are
a lot of chores to do. We have to feed
the animals every day. They are always hungry, just like me.”
“I wondered
how such a small farm could be so much work and now I know”
“We have to
wash clothes after we finish in the barn.”
Tom raised
his hands to his head like he had a headache.
“Alright let’s just take it one thing at a time please. Will you please
slow down a little?”
“The food
for the rabbits is in the green barrel and there is a bowl for it in the rabbit
cage. There is a bowl for water in there
too that you have to take out of the cage and clean and then you put new water
in it. We have to hurry. We have to feed the all the animals before
lunch.”
Tom was
starting to think this may end up being the best job he has ever had the more
he does it, and the wages are good as well.
His mood is getting better and his hangover is almost gone.
After they
finish the chores in the barn they go in the house to eat.
“We will
need more food for the animals pretty soon.”
“Where do
we get that from?”
“A guy
brings it to us in a truck. The same truck brings the things for the garden. He
brought a whole bunch of food last time he came but that was before Uncle Tony
left.”
“So there
must be a place in town that sells animal food then. Are we close to running
out?”
“I think
so. Is has been longer since he came here.”
“I can go
to town after lunch and see if I can find the place so they bring more food out
here.”
“I think
that is a good idea.”
Tom walked to town to find the feed and
garden store. He didn’t think it could have been that long ago based on what
Mr. Peters told him. It did sound like a good idea to go ahead and have the
deliveries start up again. It also
provided him with a good excuse to make a quick stop at the bar to have a
little hair of the dog that bit him the day before.
Tom asked
the bartender where the feed store was and was told if he walked a couple of
blocks past the bar the place he wanted was right on the corner. Tom downed his
drink along with a big glass of water and left.
In a few minutes he was standing in front of a sign for “GLEN’S FEED & GARDEN CENTER”.
“Hello.” Tom greeted the young man at the
counter and then realized he had already met him. “I remember you. You were
working at the bar a few nights ago when I stopped by for the first time.”
“Hi. I
remember you as well. You had a little run in with the mayor’s son. How are you
today?”
“A little
better now than I was earlier. So did
you quit working at the bar?”
“No I work
part time at the bar and here. My father owns both places and he lets me work
at both I can make enough money to pay my own expenses. I don’t imagine you
came in here just to visit with me, what can I do for you?”
“Antonio
Vargas was my grandfather and I am now living at his ranch. Nacho told me that
you deliver feed and garden supplies to the ranch. Nacho is a little panicked
about running out of something. I guess I need to have you start up deliveries
again.”
“That’s
easily done, what the ranch gets is in the records. My name is Randy. Why don’t
you give me your name, again if you told me already, and I will start the
deliveries? I can bring out what it
looks like you need in a day or two.”
“Thank you
Randy and I didn’t tell you my name before, it's Tom Simonsen. I look forward
to seeing you again when you come out to the ranch or at the bar, whichever
comes first I guess. See you later.”
Tom
proceeded on to the store, he needed to buy some staples and also wanted to buy
some canned food that he could heat and eat since cooking was not one of his
talents. He left the store carrying a grocery bag under each arm. Along the way
he crossed paths with the old lady he saw the first day he arrived in town, the
one Mr. Peters told him about. He immediately set down the grocery bags and
walked up to her.
“Is there
something you want to say to me? I’m
tired of the dirty looks. I have never done anything to you since I’ve never
seen you until I got here a few days ago. What is your problem?”
“That
retarded Vargas boy is the fruit of evil!
Antonio shouldn’t have done what he did! Never!”
Her voice
sent a shudder running up his spine again just like the first time he saw her.
He thought he knows why she hated Nacho and his grandfather, and now she
apparently hated him because he was related to the two people she already
hated. After her tirade she walked away.
He talked to her back as she left.
“Wait! Please talk to me. Stop hating an innocent boy or me just
because Antonio was my grandfather.”
His pleas
were being ignored and the bitter old lady left without revealing any more of
her thoughts. Tom stood there
dumbfounded by her blind hatred of him and Nacho. She yelled out a last remark
as she walked off.
“He
shouldn’t have done it!”
19
Tom
returned to the ranch and took his groceries into the house and went looking
for Nacho. He found him sitting on the
wooden swing on the back porch. Paco was lying on the ground near him and the
planter box that had a few flowers coming up in it. Nacho told him Paco guarded
the flowers so the deer didn’t eat them. Nacho said his grandfather had given
Paco to him when he was a puppy for the boy’s sixth birthday and since Nacho
was eighteen Paco was now twelve. The things Nacho knew he remembered clearly.
Tom brought
a couple of cans of soda out and sat on the porch with Nacho. He handed him a
pop and sat down on a wood chair next to the swing. Nacho looked at the can of
pop and smiled a thank you. Tom felt
like he just might be able to make a home here. Tom was starting to miss female
companionship though. He thought maybe it was time to give Karen a call and
invite her to visit him. He was now in a
position to offer her the kind of life he thought she was interested in having.
He was
lying back in the chair feeling quite relaxed when he glanced over to where
Nacho was sitting and he wasn’t there. He looked around and saw that he had
built a small fire in the rock lined fire pit off the porch.
“You look
unhappy Tom, don’t you like my fire?”
“Yes I like
it, it's very nice. I am just thinking
about some of the things I left in the town I moved here from.”
Nacho looks
worried. “Are you going back?”
“No, I
would miss you then if I did that.”
Nacho
speaks with a sad tone in his voice. “I know that some people think I’m weird,
but Uncle Tony said that it was other people who were weird. I think he just said that because sometimes
when he took me to town people would look at me and say bad words about me or
call me a retard. Uncle Tony always told
me to ignore them and he said I am a good boy. I didn’t feel good when people
said those things.”
“I agree
with my grandfather, you are a very good boy. You have a good heart and you do
good things. I have been called many bad
things in my life as well and they are much truer about me than they could ever
be about you.”
“I am happy
you came to live with me and help me on the ranch.”
“I am doing
my best and I am definitely happy living here with you.”
“What is
the place you used to live that you are thinking about?”
“It is a
big city, unlike this place. It is a place where no one knows who you are
really and they don’t care what you do.
Unlike here where everyone knows who you are and knows everything you
do. I haven’t decided which place I like better but they are very different.”
“Do you
miss it?”
Tom looked
at Nacho and smiles. “I miss some of the things but not as much as I thought I
would. Probably it is because of the way things had been going just before I
left there.”
“Some bad
luck, huh?”
“Some of it
was bad luck but most of it was my fault with no luck involved. I wasn’t very
good at doing anything and never stayed at one place for very long whether it
was my choice or whether I was asked me to leave.”
“Well
nobody is going to ask you to leave here.
You can stay as long as you like.”
“Yes I hope
that is true, let’s hope this happy little family of ours stays that way.”
“Don’t you
like it here?”
“Yes I like
it here. I just don’t know if this town
can keep my interest for the rest of my life or how long I can handle all of
the nosy people that live here. I am afraid my temper may get the best of me
one of these days and I will screw things up.”
“Do you
want to go back?”
“It’s not
that I want to go back, the truth is that I don’t really miss that city very
much. I do miss some of the privacy that you don’t get here in this town as
well as some of the conveniences like places to eat and shop. I just don’t know
if I can be happy living here for the rest of my life.” Tom’s voice trails off as his voice chokes up
with emotion.
“So where
do you want to live?”
“I used to
think I wanted to live on a tropical island and run a bar on the beach. It was
just a dream but it always sounded like a cool thing to do to. I have only seen
places like that in the movies and it might get to be boring just like anywhere
else.”
“Is a
tropical island better than here?”
“I don’t
know but a nice little restaurant and nightclub with a bar made of beautiful
wood with a live band to dance to on a sandy beach sounds pretty awesome.”
“Is the
island very far from here?”
“Yes all of
them are and there are quite a few in many different directions from here.”
“Do you
think my parents might live there?”
“Maybe,
anything is possible.”
Tom didn’t see any reason to tell Nacho his
mother was dead and his father was unknown. The truth was that neither of them
will know who their fathers were.
“Since
Uncle Tony isn’t coming back maybe we can go look for them.”
“Maybe
someday we can but not tonight. It’s getting late so we should go make dinner.”
“Are we
going to drink some wine?”
“No, I
drank too much yesterday and I don’t want to corrupt you with my bad
behavior. Besides we shouldn’t drink
very often because it isn’t good for you.
Last night I wanted you to feel what I was feeling but it probably was
because I was already drunk. It doesn’t make you feel very good if you do it
too much. We should only drink once in a
while for a good reason and not a bad one like I was doing yesterday.”
“I took a
chicken out of the freezer to make Uncle Tony’s fried chicken.”
“Fried
chicken sounds good, especially if you are cooking it.”
“I can
teach you how to cook it if you want me to?”
“One of
these days but how about you cook tonight and I will help you.”
Nacho went in the house and Tom stayed to
watch the fire die out and then went in to help Nacho.
While Nacho finished cooking dinner Tom set
the kitchen table and poured them some ice water.
“This is
fantastic fried chicken. You are a really good cook.”
“Thank you.
Uncle Tony taught me how to cook this. He was even better than me.”
“I don’t
see how he could be much better but he taught you well.”
“Can you
could help me again with the chores tomorrow?
We still need to catch up a little more. There are still too many for me
to do all by myself.”
“You don’t
have to do them all by yourself. Ask me again tomorrow. I am going to bed early
tonight.”
“Okay. I
can go to bed early too.”
20
The next
morning came and Nacho made coffee as soon as he got up. He hoped Tom would get
up when he smelled it brewing. Nacho
called out his name but there was no answer. He went out to do the chores by
himself again.
He was
unsuccessfully attempting to split firewood with an axe when Tom arrived. There were some very large chunks of wood
that needed to be chopped into fire place sized pieces. Nacho kept missing the center of the piece of
wood and kept knocking it off the chopping block. Tom could see Nacho was
frustrated so he walked over and gently removed the axe out of Nacho’s
hands.
“Why don’t
you go do some of the other chores while I chop wood?”
“That would
be good, Uncle Tony used to chop the big wood.”
“It’s been
awhile but I will give it a try.”
Tom set a
large piece of wood on the block and swung the axe and split the piece in half
on the first try. He knew this was total luck but he will take it. Nacho watched with admiration and clapped at
his success. Nacho headed to the barn and Tom continued to make firewood and
kindling for the stove. Tom planned on getting a microwave as soon as he got a
car. He really wanted to see that old wood burning stove out of service, not
that he ever cooked on it. He finished
the wood and found Nacho in the barn.
“What can I
help you do since you keep complaining that I haven’t been much help?”
“The
chickens lay eggs every day and they need to be picked up. I will show you
how.” Nacho eagerly took Tom to the chicken coop and showed him how to gather
up the eggs. “See it isn’t hard.”
“You are
right. It’s the first time I have ever done this.” Tom gave Nacho a little
shove. “This is almost fun.”
Nacho grinned.
“I like doing all of the chores. You should feed Paco and I will feed
the chickens. Paco’s food is in the
green barrel and his bowl is on the ground next to it.”
Tom went
over to where the food was and he took a scoop of the food out of the plastic
container. He started to pour it into the bowl but Paco already had his head in
it. Tom grabbed the bowl to move it so he could put the food in it better but
made the mistake of touching the bowl after Paco already started eating out of
it. The dog growled like he was going to
bite him. Tom realized he should have filled the bowl and then set it down but
was too late this time. He jumped away from the bowl quickly when Paco growled.
Nacho saw Tom was frightened by Paco and laughed.
“You think
it is funny for me to get bit?” Tom gave him a dirty look.
“He always
does that, he never bites. He doesn’t like anyone close to his food while he is
eating.”
“I can see
that now, thanks for the warning. I will
be more careful next time.”
Tom was
beginning to enjoy himself. Nacho eagerly showed Tom things that needed to be
done. Tom was surprised by how much Nacho knew. Nacho motioned for Tom to come
over to the stall where Nacho had the two cows tied up inside. Nacho grabbed a
small stool and a steel bucket and set the stool next to one of the cows. He put the bucket under the cow and started
to milk the cow aiming the stream of milk accurately into the steel
bucket. He reached out and grabbed Tom’s
hand but Tom hastily broke Nacho’s grasp.
“There is
no way I am going to milk a cow. Milk is very cheap to buy. I have to draw the
line somewhere.”
“Uncle Tony
said this milk is better.”
“Maybe it
is but it’s not better enough.”
“Okay, I
can milk the cows by myself.” Nacho sounded a little dejected but he continued
milking.
“I will go
do something else. I can go give the rabbit’s fresh water and fill up their
food since we haven’t done anything with them and you showed me where their
food is yesterday.” He walked off
without waiting for an answer. He looked behind him and could see Nacho was
milking the cows again. He took this as his cue to hurry over to the rabbit
hutch.
Tom and
Nacho finished doing the barn chores and went to the garden. Nacho showed Tom
where to place the sprinklers to water the clover that was planted in it. Even
though it was still winter Nacho told Tom that when it didn’t rain for several
days like it hadn’t this week they would need to water.
After the
barn and garden tasks were finished they went into the house to have lunch.
“Now we
need to put the dirty clothes and towels in the washing machine. Where are your
dirty clothes? Mine are in the basket with the other dirty laundry.”
“I only
have a few dirty things. They are in the bedroom. I will go get them.”
Tom ran
upstairs and got his laundry and brought it down to the washing machine and put
them in with what Nacho already had in it.
“Usually I
mop the kitchen and Uncle Tony vacuums the living room while the clothes are
washing.”
“I can
vacuum the living room. Just tell me where the vacuum is.” Nacho showed Tom
where the vacuum was and started mopping.
After twenty minutes Nacho yelled to Tom. “Tom
the laundry is ready. Can you come and help me.”
Tom put the
vacuum away and went to where Nacho was waiting by the washing machine.
“We need to
take the laundry out and hang it up on the line to dry.”
“Why don’t
we use the dryer, doesn’t it work?”
“It works.
We only use it when it is cold or raining. Uncle Tony said it is better for the
clothes to dry them outside. Oh and we have to hang the white clothes also, he
said they stay white longer. It is sunny today so we should hang the clothes
up.”
Tom wasn’t
so sure about it being better for the clothes to hang dry but he did have to
admit that all of his white laundry ended up grey. He also knew that anything
his grandfather told Nacho had the same credibility as if God had said it so it
was hard to overturn something God said to do. He certainly wasn’t going to try
to do so over something as trivial as the laundry.
Tom went
outside and waited for Nacho to come out with the laundry. Tom watched as Nacho came out and then he
tripped and drops the basket. The basket flipped over and clothes bounced out
all over the ground and some landed right in a pile of cow manure. Nacho got a
horrified expression on his face.
“I am
sorry. I I I...” his voice trailed off. He just stood there with his head down.
“Relax dude
it’s only laundry. The washing machine
still works. We will just gather it up
and wash it again. This is the kind of thing I usually do.”
Tom and
Nacho gathered up the clothes and put them back in the washing machine. Tom patted Nacho on the back as they walked
away.
“Why don’t
we go to the barn and dig that old motorcycle out of the corner it’s in. We
need to have a little fun. Let’s see if it still runs.”
It was late
afternoon and Tom happily washed off the motorcycle. He greased parts on the
motor bike after removing some cob webs and a lot of dust. He put gas in it
from a gas can that was sitting near it. Tom figured it might have been there
from the last time his grandfather used it. Nacho sat quietly and watched as
Tom worked on getting the bike running.
Tom thought
he had the bike ready to go and he hopped on the seat and tried to start it. He
failed to get it started on the first and second attempt. Nacho looked at Tom
with doubt showing in his glance, or at least that was how Tom interpreted the
look.
Tom
persisted until he finally got the motorcycle to start. He raised his fist in triumph and Nacho
exuberantly applauded his success. Tom rode the bike for a few yards and
applied the brakes to make sure they worked. He sat for a moment after the bike
came to a stop and he turned and motioned for Nacho to get on the back of the
bike.
Tom remembered they should wear helmets
so he stopped Nacho and told him where he saw a couple of helmets sitting on a
shelf in the barn. Tom wasn’t sure if they were for bicycles or motorcycles but
he hadn’t seen any bikes anywhere. Nacho grabbed them and they both put a
helmet on. Nacho got on the motorcycle behind Tom and put his arms around Tom’s
waist. They rode off into the beginning of a beautiful sunset heading towards
town.
Inside the
only phone booth in town Tom stood with the phone in his hand. Nacho was at the
curb by the motorcycle and it was obvious that he was trying to listen in on
the conversation.
“Karen? Hi, how‘s it going? (…) Me? I’m doing fine. Sometimes I get a bit lonely but other than
that, things are going pretty good. (…) A lot of interesting new things have
been happening. (…) So why don’t you think about taking a trip to visit real soon?
(…) This Sunday sounds great! (…) Rogue and your sister can give you
directions. (…) Could you do a small favor for me and bring that photo of my
mom, her sister and me that is on top of the television set? (...) Thanks, I
will explain when I see you. (…) Take
care and good bye until Sunday.(...)”
Tom hung up and walked to where Nacho was
standing. He flashed a big smile.
“So did I
talk loud enough for you to hear my part of the conversation?”
Nacho’s expression revealed he thought he had
been caught doing something wrong.
“Uncle Tony
used to come here sometimes when we went to get ice cream. Is your girlfriend
going to come and see you?”
“Yes, she is coming Sunday.”
Tom motioned for Nacho to get on the
motorcycle behind him.
“So now we
need to go home and clean the house for my girlfriend. I better go to the store
tomorrow and stock up on food that I know Karen likes because she is kind of
picky. I might find out if there is some
kind of restaurant to take her to in town though I doubt there is.”
Nacho had a pensive look on his face. “So do you think your girlfriend will like
me?”
“Of course she will like you, you are a
great kid.”
Tom
reassuringly said this to Nacho though up until Nacho asked it hadn’t occurred
to him before that it may or may not be how Karen would feel about Nacho. His biggest doubt was whether or not Karen
liked Tom well enough to want to live with him more than whether or not she
would like Nacho.
“Come on
Nacho, let’s go home and have dinner since it is getting dark and I don’t know
if this old motorcycle has lights that work.”
“It was
dinner time when we left and now I am really hungry.”
“So I guess
that means that we are in agreement that we should go home.”
Nacho got
on the motorcycle and put the helmet on. He grabbed Tom around the waist and
off they go with the sun nearly set behind them.
21
Saturday
morning arrived and Tom helped Nacho with the chores after breakfast. They
didn’t take as long as they had the day before.
He guessed that they must be caught up. Nacho told him that most of the
time his grandfather used to work in the garden while Nacho took care of the
animals. It sounded like a good plan but unfortunately Tom didn’t know anything
about gardening.
They
finished lunch and Tom went to town. He stopped at the bar first so he didn’t
have to carry the grocery bags in there on his way home. He ordered a drink
from the older man who was working.
“Is there a
restaurant in this town?”
“What’s
wrong with the food we serve here?”
“I’m sure
there isn’t anything wrong with it. I have a lady friend coming to visit me and
I thought she might like to go out to a fancy dinner. I wasn’t trying to insult
you. Sometimes I come here and visit Randy, he also works at the feed store.”
“Randy is
my son but I haven’t seen you in here before.”
“My name is
Tom and I am Antonio Vargas’s grandson. I am new here.”
“I have
heard a little bit about you from my son. He seems to like you. My name is
Glen. Randy and I take turns working here at the bar and running the feed
store. The answer to your question about
a restaurant is a no. There is a
restaurant about ten miles from here in the next town. I haven’t eaten there but I have heard that
they serve good food.”
“Thank you
Glen but all I have is a motorcycle so I won’t be riding it that far to go out
to eat. If my girlfriend wants to go out to dinner we will eat here.”
Tom handed
him money for the drink and left for the store.
He figured Nacho would have dinner started by the time he got back.
Looking at food in the grocery store was beginning to make him hungry.
Nacho was
standing by the front gate when Tom walked up with the groceries. Nacho grabbed one of the bags from Tom and
excitedly bounded up the front steps. He
placed the bag on the counter for Tom to put away.
“Something
sure smells good in here.”
“This is
your lucky night!” Nacho said
enthusiastically. “Uncle Tony taught me
how to make stew with the vegetables I dug up in the garden today. I made Uncle
Tony’s lamb stew.”
“Well if
your stew tastes anything like it smells it will be awesome. I am very impressed because usually when I
make stew it is because that is all I can make out of the food I have left in
the refrigerator. Your stew smells better than any stew I have ever made though
that isn’t saying much.”
Nacho had a
big smile on his face.
“I bought
us some ice cream for us to eat after dinner.”
“Mmm. I
really like ice cream.”
“I know”
22
The next morning Tom
was sitting on the couch drinking a cup of coffee when Nacho entered the room
all dressed up in a suit.
“Man, you
look like you are going to a job interview.”
“It‘s
Sunday. I always go to the church for
Sunday school.”
“Seriously?”
“Uncle Tony
always let me go to town on Sunday morning.
He said it was a good place for me to go. He didn’t go to the church
because he said it made him feel sad. He said he used to go with his wife but
she died. When I was little Father Larson used to come in his car and take me
to church. That was fun too”
“Going to
church without his wife probably would have made him sad. If you like going to
church then you should go. I will stay
here like my grandfather did, so you go and have fun.”
“I like to
go I have fun. I go to the confession booth that Father Larson in. There is a
piece of special wood between me and him and he listens to my confessions so I
can’t see him. I know it is Father
Larson because I know what his voice sounds like.”
“Confession,
what do you have to confess to? Now that I am living here may change.”
“Sometimes
we say the Lord’s Prayer together and sometimes we read from the Bible.”
“That’s
nice.”
“You can
come to church with me if you want to. I
know Father Larson would be happy if I brought a friend. Do you want to come?”
“No thanks,
I hate to disappoint you.”
“Father
Larson would listen to you.”
“I think
that would be more than he can handle.”
Tom started laughing and Nacho took off. Tom
looked out the window and saw him skipping along towards town and looking very
sharp.
Tom sat
back down to finish drinking his coffee. He looked at his watch to see what
time it was. He jumped up and started talking to himself. “I almost forgot,
Karen is about to arrive at any minute now! I better get my ass in
gear.”
He finished
his coffee and took a shower. He put on some of his grandfather’s clothes. He
found a really nice jacket that fit him really well. He glanced at himself in
the mirror and thought that he didn’t look too shabby.
Tom looked
at the time and looked out the window and no one was coming down the driveway
so he poured the last cup of coffee and went out to the front porch to wait.
It had been awhile since Nacho left for church and Tom was getting a
little nervous. Finally a car turned in
the driveway and came to a stop. Tom’s girlfriend got out of the car. She looked around the place and smiled at
him.
“Wow! You’ve come a long way.”
Tom approached her and gave her a big hug
and a quick kiss.
“Wow
you look snazzy. I don’t think I have
ever seen you dressed this nice. You
must be doing well here.”
“Thank you
and you look nice as well. I am really
happy you came to see me. I think you will really like it here. I don’t have a
car yet but I will be getting one soon.”
Karen’s obviously quite impressed. “Wow, you
weren’t kidding when you said that your grandfather left you a nice ranch. I can’t wait to see the inside of the house
if it matches the outside.”
“It is
definitely as nice. I went to the store and bought
some of your favorite foods. If you want we can go in and have something
to eat right now. You are probably
hungry after that bus trip.”
Tom blurted
that out very excitedly since the last time he was around Karen he couldn’t
even afford to even buy her a birthday present. He was feeling quite pleased
that he could afford the goodies he knew Karen really liked.
“How
considerate of you, it is nice to see you this happy and prosperous. Especially since things have been kind of
rough for quite a while.”
“Everything
you can see around you belongs to me. I
never would have imagined in my wildest dreams that something like this would
ever happen to me.”
“It appears
your grandfather was pretty well off. It’s too bad you didn’t have a closer relationship
with him before he died. Maybe then you
wouldn’t have had to move to the middle of nowhere to inherit this incredibly
beautiful place.”
“I can’t
complain, this isn’t that far from Medford or Ashland. When I get a car I can
be in either one of those towns in about twenty minutes. Heck, it takes that long to go around the
block in Portland during rush hour. It has been kind of peaceful not having to
deal with traffic all of the time.”
“I suppose
that would be nice for a while, though I would get bored pretty quickly around
here I think. How do you take care of this whole place all by yourself?”
“Well I
would be lying if I told you I actually take care of this place by myself. I
found out I have a cousin who has lived here with my grandfather his whole
life. I didn’t know he existed until after I got here. He is about seventeen
and he helps me, well actually I help him take care of the place but I am not
too sure how much help I really am.”
“That
sounds wonderful for you I would think, to go from having no family to having a
cousin to hang out with! What’s his
name?”
“Nacho is
his nick name, his real name is Ignacio. Kind of like my name really is Thomas
and I am called Tom.”
“Yeah, I
understand what a nick name is and I sure don’t need the concept explained to
me. Where is he?”
“He went in
town this morning to go to church and I imagine he will come back when it’s
over. This is the first Sunday I have been here so I don’t know how long he’ll
be there.”
“So what’s
your cousin like to do? At his age I
would think he would get bored hanging around here.”
“Well,
Nacho, he’s different from most boys his age. He enjoys working around here,
it’s what him and my grandfather used to do together. My grandfather was more
like a father to him than a grandfather. I think you will really like Nacho.
He’s very sweet and friendly. You will see and, and hopefully you will
understand, I am sure you will, I think.”
“Of course
I will. Why are you stammering about so
much? Well, aren’t you going to show me
the inside of the house or are we to stand and visit at the front door all
day?”
Tom
affirmed by nodding his head and they went into the house. After showing Karen the main rooms downstairs
Tom took her upstairs to where his bedroom was located.
“I can’t
believe how much your life has changed in just a week. You went from living in our small apartment
in Portland that I could barely afford to now living in a small mansion all by
yourself, or I guess almost all by yourself, and now you are living like a big
shot! I am so happy for you.”
“Could you
see yourself living here with me, you wouldn’t have to work ever again as my
grandfather provided a monthly income that is enough for all of us to live on,
even if there were to be children in the future?”
“I will
need a little while to think about that but I promise that I will think about
it, but first we need to get re-acquainted. Our relationship wasn’t doing so
well when you left. I think we need to see if we really still have a
relationship before we talk about me moving here. I didn’t really get the impression you wanted
a family, period, am I wrong?”
“I don’t
really know how to answer that because I hadn’t thought about it before you
brought it up on your birthday. All I knew is we couldn’t afford to raise a kid
and you caught me by surprise. Would you like to have the lunch I mentioned to
you outside?”
“Yes I
think that sounds like a great idea.”
“Then let’s
get back down stairs and go to the kitchen. I can make you a sandwich with all
your favorite meats and cheeses and then later I can heat up some frozen
dinners. Just kidding, I bought us some really nice steaks for dinner.”
“I don’t
remember that you were into cooking this much, all I ever remember seeing you
“cook” in the whole time we lived together was take out Chinese food. Even
having you make a sandwich for me is a new experience.”
Tom
realized that there is a little bit of an insult implied on Karen’s part but he
also realized that it was probably the truth so probably should keep his mouth
shut. They went into the kitchen and Karen sat down at the kitchen table and
watched while Tom made a couple of sandwiches and poured a couple glasses of
wine to go along with them.
“You were
right, this sandwich does have all my favorite things on it. I am somewhat surprised
that you actually know what I like. You never made anything that didn’t come
out of a microwave the whole time we lived together. I can’t wait for you to
cook us dinner.” Karen smiled at him.
“Very
funny, but if you’re lucky Nacho will cook the steaks I bought. He is a very
good cook unlike me. My grandfather taught him how to do a lot of things that
my mother never taught me. I could have used some of those lessons. It might
have helped our relationship if I had any domestic skills.”
“I surely
would have appreciated them no doubt. We did have some pretty good chemistry at
times. Maybe this is a good time to see if we still have that.” She had a twinkle in her eyes.
“Well since
I already gave you a tour of the house. Why don’t you lead the way young
lady?”
She grabbed
Tom’s hand and they headed upstairs. Karen sat on the bed and bounced up and
down a couple of times. She stared at the wall with a pensive look.
“It’s hard
for me to believe that you like living here in the country since you have spent
your whole life living in the city.”
“Things
change sometimes. I wouldn’t have imagined this life for myself either. If my
mother hadn’t sent me to stay here when she was going through chemotherapy I am
sure I wouldn’t be here now. I am not so sure that sending me away was the
right thing to do but I guess that’s irrelevant now. On the other hand, if she
hadn’t I might never have met my grandfather and he wouldn’t have given me this
place. Sometimes things happen for a
reason, and sometimes they just happen and who knows what the reason was.”
“That’s for
sure, and lots of things happen that don’t seem to have any reason at all.”
They gazed
into each other’s eyes and they sensed that the time spent away had driven them
farther apart than just the week they had been away from each other.
“You know I
really missed you.”
“Was it me
you missed or did you just miss having a woman around? After all you are living in the middle of
nowhere with a teenage boy.”
“I know
I’ve been pretty screwed up for quite a while and I’m sorry. I understand why
you are pissed at me. Is it too late to make it up to you?”
“I don’t
know.”
Tom got
down on his knees, raised his face up to hers and sweetly kissed her
cheek.
“Before we
do anything I think we should finish the discussion on this subject you just
opened up.” Karen said in a serious
tone.
“Can we not
talk for just a little while first? I would just like to feel you in my arms
again for a little while.”
Tom started
kissing her again and this time she welcomed his advances. They start undressing each other until there
were no more articles of clothing to take off. They threw back the covers and
made love to each other. Then they lay on the top of the bed together.
They were laying there holding each other
in a tender way that had been missing from their relationship for a long
time. They exuded calmness and
satisfaction as they quietly rested in each other’s arms enjoying the peaceful
feeling they were sharing. Tom lay back
with his eyes closed when all of a sudden Karen screamed.
When he looked over at her and saw that
she had pulled the covers up to her neck and had scooted her body down from
where she had been comfortably resting against the pillows. She was obviously
completely freaked out and was fixated on something in the doorway.
Tom looked that direction and he could see
Nacho standing in the doorway. He was what Karen was screaming at like an axe
murderer was attacking her. Tom sprung up, looked at his screaming bedmate and
then looked at Nacho who was staring at Karen.
“Get the
hell out of here Nacho. Why are you standing in the doorway staring at my
girlfriend? Can’t you tell you are not wanted right now?”
“What’s
going on here? Where did he come
from?” Karen yelled.
She finally
quit screaming after she realized that whoever was standing in the doorway was
not a stranger. She was now curious.
Nacho was
still standing in the doorway watching quietly and attentively. He also looked
curious and just stared like he was in a trance. He didn’t react to Tom’s yelling at him.
“It’s
alright Karen, it’s the kid I was telling you about that lives here. I don’t know why he is standing in the
doorway right now or why he seems to be ignoring me, but he isn’t dangerous.”
Tom turned from trying to calm Karen down and
addressed Nacho again.
“What part
of get out of here right now didn’t you understand?”
This time Tom did get a reaction from Nacho
and he got a sad look on his face and started to walk away. Tom yelled at him
to shut the door and Nacho closed the door behind him as he walked out of the
room.
“Who did
you say that was?”
“That’s
Nacho, the young man that I told you my grandfather cared for, the one who
lives here.”
“That’s
your cousin? Are you serious?”
“Calm
down. He’s a good kid and to be fair he
didn’t know you were in here with me.”
“He’s good
alright, good at giving me a heart attack!
That’s one hell of a surprise you didn’t tell me about!”
“Part of
the reason that my grandfather left me the ranch was that I am the only
relative he had and he wanted someone to live on this place with Nacho so he
could continue to live here. Without Nacho needing me I probably wouldn’t even
be here right now.”
Karen got out of the bed and put her clothes
on.
“I had
imagined that he would only be staying here with you for a short time when you
suggested that I should move here. It seems that assumption was wrong and you
will be living with him forever I guess.”
“You’re not
being very understanding. You haven’t even really met him yet. You don’t like
him because he looked at us in bed when the door was wide open? He didn’t know I was in here with you. Since
when did you turn into such a prude? It
wouldn’t hurt you to try to get to know him before you decide he is a terrible
person.”
Karen
looked at him in astonishment at the sarcastic remarks he had just barraged her
with.
“I guess I
know where I stand with you. Come on
Tom, you don’t really think that we could live with someone like… like…”
Tom looked
at her sadly.
“Go ahead
and say it! What were you going to call him? He is someone like what, a freak,
a retard, an idiot, weirdo, or maybe a mongoloid? Did I miss any of the things that you are
thinking about him even though you haven’t had one word with him?”
Karen
finished buttoning her dress and turned to look at him.
“I don’t
know what to call him and I am sure he is nice but living with him is not
something I am prepared to do.”
“What do you know since you don’t know what to
call Nacho?”
“I only
know that I’m not ready for this. I can’t believe you have such a low opinion
of me just because my idea of having a family doesn’t involve living with an unusual teenager. Was that word alright with you or don’t you
think he is not unusual?”
“Actually
that is a perfect word to use because he is unusual. He is unusually nice,
happy and always pleasant. That is a lot more than what I can say about most
people. But he does need help Karen and there is no reason I can’t give it to
him. I like helping him.”
“Since when
did you turn into such a good Samaritan?”
“Wasn’t it
you that told me that I should take more responsibility in my life?”
“But if I’m
not mistaken you refused me to take any then and now you are turning 360
degrees and you are ready to accept way more responsibility than I was ever
asking for? You didn’t want us to have a
baby but now you are suggesting that and taking care of a teenage boy with some
issues. I have enough of my own problems without taking on anyone else’s.”
“I was
thinking we could start a new life together here. If you were willing to meet
Nacho and really get to know him you might actually find that you like him.
This could be an ideal place to raise children also but apparently you have no
interest in that now either because of Nacho.”
“I’m not
sure you have any idea of what I want or what you want for that matter. I do
know this is more than I am prepared to deal with for whatever reason you want
to name.”
“So you are
just going to leave then?”
“I’m sorry
but given the position you have put me in I can’t see that I have any other
choice.”
“Let me say
just say one thing, I think that you are the one who is missing out but I’m not
going to try and talk you into anything. The person I want to be with wouldn’t
act like this.”
“Then I
guess I am not the person you want to be with. I’m not about to change just
because you tell me that I disappointed you. You have disappointed me for so
long I don’t care what you think of me.”
“That’s too
bad but I guess it’s better that we found out we shouldn’t be together sooner
rather than later.” Tom said with a hint of anger in his voice.
“I
shouldn’t have ever come to this place, it has been a mistake. If you ever
decide to return to the city give me a call and we can talk.”
“I think
that is best for both of us. Our relationship wasn’t doing so well before you
came here and I guess it is obvious that nothing about that has changed. Can we just remember the good times and
forget about this visit? I am truly happy for your good fortune and I really do
mean that.”
“I also
would like to just focus on the fun we have had during the time we were
together. I borrowed some money from your sister when I left and I told her I
would pay her back. She loaned me twenty dollars so here is forty for her being
so helpful and tell her thank you. Here is another hundred to pay for your gas
to come down here.”
“You didn't
have to pay for my gas. I just remembered that I put that photo you wanted me
to bring in my back pack. I better get it out right now. Give me your address
so I can send you anything that comes for you that I think you might want.”
She opened up
her pack and took out the old photo of Tom, his mother and his Aunt Ellen. Tom
handed her a paper with his address on it.
Tom went
over to her and gave her a cold kiss on the cheek. “Have a good drive home.”
“Thank you
and I am sorry this didn’t work out the way you wanted.”
Karen left
the bedroom and went downstairs and walked out of the house. Tom went to the window and watched as Karen
got into her car and drove away.
Tom walked
outside and found Nacho out by the barn playing with the dog. Actually Nacho
was throwing sticks while Nacho tried to get Paco excited enough to chase them.
Nacho could tell Tom was not in a very good mood. He thought Tom was mad at him
for coming in the bedroom earlier.
“You do
know that old dog is never going to chase those sticks you are throwing. The only thing he might run for would be a
steak and I’m not too sure he would do that either.”
“I am sorry
I scared your girlfriend. I didn’t know
you were in your room until I looked in and she screamed at me.”
“It’s alright,
I should have closed the door and she over reacted. Don’t worry about it.”
“Is she
going to come back here, I can show her the animals in the barn?”
“No she
doesn’t seem to like being out in the country so she is going back to the
city.”
“Is it
because I scared her?”
“No it
isn’t your fault, it isn’t anyone’s fault or if it is it’s mine for asking her
to come here in the first place. I don’t
know why I thought a big city girl like her would ever want to live so far away
from the shopping malls and the phony people she likes to hang out with in the
first place.”
“I’m sorry
Tom. You were happy she was coming to visit.”
“I’m sorry
too but mostly I am sorry that I didn’t realize that I didn’t really know her.
Why don’t we go in the house and look at the food I bought for dinner
yesterday. I bought some nice steaks and
some other things I will need your help to cook. It is a little early for dinner but I am
hungry right now. You are always hungry it seems like. Are you hungry enough for us to have an early
dinner?”
“I’m not
always hungry but I do like to eat a lot. Eating is my favorite thing to do.”
“Mine too
so let’s go see what we can make with all the fancy stuff I bought at the store
yesterday.”
Tom threw
his arm over Nacho’s shoulder and started guiding him towards the house.
23
Tom got up early, took a shower and went for a
quick walk to clear his head before he went in the house to make some coffee.”
He didn’t see Nacho out by the barn or the
garden when he got back from the walk so after he started the coffee he walked
through the house to locate him. He
heard noises coming from Nacho’s bedroom and he noticed the door is closed.
Probably it was because of what happened yesterday with Karen when she saw Nacho
standing in the doorway and Tom had yelled at Nacho to close the door.
He knocked on Nacho’s bedroom door and then
opened the door.
“I’m sorry
I yelled at you to close the door yesterday. I should have had it shut already.
You didn’t do anything wrong. Are you okay?”
Nacho was
reaching under his bed and Tom saw him pull out an old tattered shoe box which
he placed on the bed. He opened the box and started taking things out of
it.
“What do
you have there?” Tom inquired.
From what
he could see it looked like a strange collection. Tom could see a pocketknife,
a harmonica, a radio and he could tell there were still a few more items left
in the box. The door was halfway open so
Tom pushed it open the rest of the way and leaned in. Nacho started to block
Tom’s view and then looked at him.
“These are
presents Uncle Tony gave me, do you want to see them?” He showed him the items he had placed on the
bed. “Do you like these?”
“What do
you do with them?”
“I carve on wood with this, and I can make
music with this one, and I listen to people talk about baseball on the
radio.” Nacho was very animated as he
showed Tom his prized collection.
It was obvious that Nacho loved his
grandfather a lot. He could tell Nacho felt comforted by the items.
“I guess I like these things mostly because
they remind me of Uncle Tony.” Nacho put
the things back in the shoebox and put it back under the bed.
“I didn’t
mean to scare your girlfriend when I went up to your room. I forgot she was coming here and I was just
going to see if you were in there. She screamed as soon as I got to the
door. It kind of scared me. I didn’t
know why she was screaming. I never had anyone scream when they looked at me
before and I didn’t know what to do.”
“I don’t
know why she did that but it’s my fault for having a city girl come to the
country. I am glad she left. I am happy living here with my good friend Nacho.”
“She is
very pretty.”
“Yes she is
very pretty but it’s time to forget about her and move on to something new.
Karen brought me a photo my mother gave me a long time ago of her and her
sister. I found out from Mr. Peters that my mother’s sister was your mother. I
don’t know why no one ever told me about you before, and I don’t know where
her, or your father, are right now either but I do remember meeting her once.”
Nacho very
carefully took the photo that Tom handed to him. He looked at and stared at the
two women in the photo. He had a
confused look on his face.
“What does
that mean that your mother and my mother were sisters?”
“It means
that you and I are related, we are what they call first cousins, which is why
my grandfather, who you call Uncle Tony, raised you. He was not your uncle, he was your
grandfather just like he is my grandfather.
Does that make sense to you?”
“I am not
sure, why didn’t he tell me he was my grandfather?”
“I don’t
know. Maybe he didn’t think about it. Did he tell you he was your uncle?
“I don’t
remember. I just remember he was always my Uncle Tony.”
“I don’t
know why my mother never told me that my aunt had a child that lived with my
grandfather. I guess there are things that neither one of us knows about our
family. At least we know we are family. That is kind of neat don’t you think?”
“Yes. You
are my very best friend. Uncle Tony told me that I was a good kid. He told me
he was your grandfather when he told me he had to leave. He said you were
coming here to live with me. Maybe he didn’t think I was smart enough. I don’t
know why had to go away and be sick.”
Nacho has a
sad and confused look on his face. Tom
thinks that was an appropriate reaction since he was also more than a little
confused. Maybe his grandfather really was worried about how the people in the
town would react to his raising his daughter’s illegitimate child.
“I guess
there are things that neither one of us will ever know about our family but at
least we know we really are family. So
you thought my ex-girlfriend was pretty huh?”
Tom decided
it was time to change the subject. Talking about Nacho seeing a naked girl for
the first time seemed like a good way to get Nacho’s attention on something
else.
Nacho
raised his hands up to his chest. “She has two tits here, not four like the
cows.”
“She would
just love to hear you compare her to a cow.
That is a priceless!” Tom started
laughing. “Living here with you seems to be good for me. I never had anything I
wanted to be responsible for until I came to live here with you and whatever
this is I have here it feels good.”
“You are
happy living here with me? Won’t you miss the girl who came and left?”
“No I will
not.”
Nacho
hesitated and then asked another question.
“Why were
in bed with her?”
“It’s
something that you are not quite ready for yet. It will be soon when you are
all grown up. It is good you are interested in girls. You are normal.”
“There are
girls when I go to church. I am grown up and I like girls. They are pretty.”
“Well I
don’t know about your being grown up, I am not even sure if I am grown up, but
you are certainly getting there.”
“Uncle Tony
said he used to like the girls at church when he was a boy. He told me I would
meet a nice girl but he didn’t tell me when.”
“I think
maybe our grandfather wanted me to come here and help you meet a girl. When we get a car I will take you somewhere
we can both meet girls. Maybe you can ask Father Larson to introduce you to
girls at the church.”
“I don’t
know if Father Larson wants to talk about girls. We mostly talk about the stories we read in
church. Do you think that I can have a
pretty girl like your girlfriend?”
“I don’t
see why not. I haven’t seen very many young women in this town but you said
there are some at church so maybe you will meet one there.”
“Will you
help me find a girlfriend?”
“Sure,
someday when I start looking for one for myself I will look for a girlfriend
for you. I don’t think we will have time for girls right now. We are going to
have a lot to do on the ranch. You are
going to have to teach me how to work in the garden since I have lived in a
city all of my life and don’t know how to do anything. There is no hurry to find a girl because you
are very young and have a long life ahead of you in which to meet girls.”
Tom got up
to leave Nacho’s bedroom and Nacho pulled the box of treasures back out from
under the bed. Tom left Nacho to pursue his memories of his grandfather.
24
The visit to the ranch
by Karen soon became a long forgotten event. Spring gradually moved in and
Nacho and Tom started to get the garden ready. The man at the feed store showed
up with his tractor and prepared the garden for planting just like Nacho said
would happen. Nacho showed Tom how to
plant the vegetable plants that were delivered.
The garden provided many hours of work for Tom and Nacho and their
relationship continued to grow.
They found
a lot of projects to work on during the time that wasn’t spent on the daily
chores or the garden. They rebuilt all of the cages and stalls for the animals
in the barn and repaired the fence around the property. Tom found a kit for
making a dog house sitting in the barn so he and Nacho put it together. Tom
decided that they should build it in the back yard near the porch with the
wooden swing and chair that he and Nacho liked to sit on in the evenings. That
way Paco had his own place to hang out with them. They even built a small deck
to put the dog house on complete with its own little porch. They also put a
fence up around the porch and dog house so that when Tom got a car to take some
weekend trips in there would be a safe place to leave Paco. The dog house and fence took the two of them
a couple of months to completely finish. When they were done with it Tom
thought it was the fanciest dog house he had ever seen. Randy, from the feed
store, brought out a catalog of pet supplies and accessories for Tom and Nacho
to look through to add to Paco’s house. They put in a fancy dog food feeder
that held enough dog food for a week on the little covered porch they had built
for him. They also put in an automatic water bowl that was hooked up to a
garden hose. A lot of this was with a little help from Randy and his father.
Tom talked
Nacho into letting him give the cows to Randy’s father so they didn’t have to
care for them along with the rabbits. The rabbits had just been pets and
Randy’s father said that he knew a family with a couple of little girls that
would really like to have them. The two of them didn’t drink enough milk for
owning cows to be saving them any money and Nacho and he didn’t spend any time
playing with the rabbits so they agreed it would be best for the rabbits to
have a new home. Tom enjoyed the fresh eggs so they were the only animals they
kept and they were easy to keep anyway.
The garden
soon became filled with growing vegetables, too many vegetables for only two
people Tom thought.
“It looks
like we are going to have a lot of extra vegetables to put in jars and the
freezer for our dinners this winter.
When we have too many vegetables to eat we pick them in the summer and
Uncle Tony would put some of them in jars. I helped him put some of them in
bags to put in the freezer. Are we going
to do that with the extra vegetables like Uncle Tony did?”
“You are
kidding right? Do I look like Betty
Crocker or whoever it is that does all the fancy things with food on
television?”
“What is
television?”
“I forgot
that you have never watched TV, we are going to have to change that real soon
because the evenings are getting long and we have built about everything we can
around here to keep ourselves busy.
Going back to the vegetables, hell, I barely know how to cook any of
them. Maybe we can pay one of the ladies
in the town to can vegetables for us. Did my grandfather have any lady friends
that you know about?”
“No, when
he went to town sometimes without me and I don’t know what he did.”
“Well I am
sure we can find someone that will do the canning and freezing if I pay them, I
will ask Randy when he comes out next time. I think it is time I think for us
to get a car so we can go to other towns to buy things and go do some
sightseeing.”
“Where are
you going to get a car?”
“There is a
town about 20 miles from here that has places that sell cars. We can take the
bus there and go to one of them, buy one and drive it home. In fact, tomorrow
you and I will go do that. We can go see the city and ride around in a
car. Does that sound like fun?”
“I think
so. I haven’t ever been on a bus. I used to ride in Father Larson’s car when I
was little but that was a long time ago.”
“I am sure
you will like riding on the bus but I know you are going to enjoy riding in our
very own car even more. When we get a car we can start going to some really
cool places.”
“That
sounds like fun. I can get up early tomorrow and get all the chores done really
fast.”
“Alright
then, we have ourselves a plan. Shall we
call it a day in the garden and go in the house and have some dinner and have a
little wine to celebrate?”
“Okay, I
had fun the time you let me drink wine, except you were really in a bad mood
the next day. Do you always get in a bad mood after you drink wine?”
“No, I just
drank too much wine that time and that’s not going to happen tonight. I want to
feel good tomorrow for our trip to buy a car.”
Tom was
getting excited about taking a trip to Ashland to buy a car. He was ready to start doing some of the
things he used to enjoy doing when he lived in the big city, things like going
out to eat at restaurants and watching movies.
It was time to bring a little bit of the big city to the little one.
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