The worst part about being an ex-drug addict is that my life is much worse
now after I quit doing illegal drugs. What the hell is up with that? I spent
thirty years of my life snorting coke and selling a little to try and make my
habit more affordable and then after I quit doing and selling coke my whole
life fell apart. It seems like there is something wrong with this picture. I
gave it all up because it seemed like the right thing to do and then I lost all
of my friends and the money I got from selling the drugs and I am now sitting
here asking myself if I did the right thing. I guess part of the problem was
that I wasn’t that a total addict, I was prescribed morphine and diazepam by my
doctor for the immense pain that I experienced from living my life from the age
of 3 with a disease called Charcot Marie Tooth. I now have no friends and I don’t
do any drugs and I am dying, what did I achieve?
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